okay today was just horribe all-in-all.
stress, and i dont feel all that great, and im just so sick of being invited to places, because usually i really dont want to go, and i ran out of my favorite nail polish yesturday, and my favorite body spray today...=[
that sounds kinda superficial, but its just annoying to go the store and buy stuff cause i have to pay my phone bill soon, and there is some last minute cosplay things i need to get together for Connecticon...
i spent 2 hours wrapping presents because i wanted to get it all over with.
there were two books i got for Allie's b-day party, plus 6 boxes of pocky XD
then i had a few presents for my other friend Sara because she just had her baby a few weeks ago, and im going to see her on Monday- the reason im getting her presents is because i missed her baby shower...
plus i had to wrap presents for all of my friends who graduated this year, and my mom decided it would be more 'Classy' if i sent them in the mail...hich i'm gonna have to pay for...and if you ask me its just a waste of money when i could just give them the presents at the next grad party, or just drop them off at their houses- but hey, what do i know.
then the b-day paper i bought especially for Allie ended up being partially see through, so i had to wrp it in white paper, then the cool plastic-y paper.
a few hours ago it started raining...then came he thunder and lightning....then i lost power.
so i had nothing to do, and the only one home was my "little sis", Kara, and she is terrified of the dark, the quiet, fire, and thunder storms. so while i was in the middle of my summer reading and art class homework, all the lights went out..and she started freaking out from the other room. so then i had to sit in the living room and sing to her for like ever, and i lit a few candles and put up the camping bonfire..which is plastic btw, with a fake fire and stuff. i think i started getting a cold or something, because my voice is killing me and my head has been pounding. but i cant sleep for some reason.

i said before in my intro that i hate parties...well i do, and i have ___ parties to go to in the next few days, and im completely dreading them all
let's see
the 27th i have to go to Ben's graduation party- which i wasn't going to go at first, but Heather texted me for 3 hours straight then called like 4 times begging me to go so she would actually know someone there...and me being stupid said that i would go....
on the 28th i have my friend Allie's suprise sweet 16 and i some how got stuck with the job of setting up before she gets there... and i have to go because i didnt go to her party last year, and everyone was pissed, so i kinda owe her lol
the 29th isn't really party, but there is going to be about 3-4 people i dont know, and 2 people i completely hate/dont trust...but im going because i missed her baby shower, and im dying to see the little boy X3 and she said that she really needs my support because she is only 16 and she isnt ready for this responcibility<--i totally spelled that wrong lol
--as a side note...i hate the father of the child, i dont trust him, never have never will. i have told Sara since the day she started dating him that he was a bad influence and she shouldnt see him...well now its too late and she is stuck with him for the sake of the baby.
umm 20th i have a meeting thingy with this group and i really dont want to go because there is sooo many people and i hate what im gonna have to wear
--my outfit includes a effing WHITE dress...i dont like wearing white, even though everyone said i should wear white more because it makes me look less pale and stuff.. then im not alowd to wear any make-up, meaning i have to take off my black nail polish and in the morning i cant put on my eyeliner and mascara like i usually do...
now i dont feel like typing anymore so what-ever
bye
and i wonder if anyone even reads this...lol probably not XD