hey i haven't posted in about 2 months now, mainly because no one comments and im pretty sure no one cares anymore about this stuff.
Well i'm in school nowadays and i'm taking French, i really like it so far. uh i think i have 3 girls i have little crushes on already, which is weird for me i'm usually pretty oblivious, meh, i know i cant act on 1 because shes lesbian and i aint got a shot in heck, the other is an exchange student and i don't think shes really interested and the other is this really cute freshman, she likes to draw and is a bit of a nerd but i like it.
i'm a junior now and i'm hoping for a good year, and this year i want to make good grades and do things right, its time for me to actually show that I've grown up in the past few years. i also know not to get into political arguments with my best friend because hes a flaming liberal and i'm primarily republican, although have several liberal views. so please if you've read this comment and wish me luck or this year.
i know i havent posted in more than ages, and i also know no one and or very little people read this anyway but i would like to give people an update
if you havent guessed i havent been emo for months now XD, i still have alot on my plate, i feel like my immune system has partialy shut down due to my genetic problem along with the rain but meh, i can take carea myself
also my dad is having surgery on his hand because he has something up with his bone (thats what ya get for dumpster diving ya old geezer)
oh and im officaly addicted to the vocaloids TETO TERRITORY FOREVER!
well im back from my 2 weeks of having my computer taken to be repaired, it wasn't fixed, i had to fix it myself, and i was out 2 weeks of conoodling time, jk.
well im reading a book in English class called "the book thief." its told by death about this girl in the holocaust, no not onea those "i was taken from my house" story's, just a girl who lived during that time as it is right now and im about 1 5th of the way in. im also re-reading the mortal instruments, one o my favorite series, i don't care if magnus bane is gay and 800 years old hes still an awesome character (no people i have not switched teams, im still straight) ive taken a lesson from Luke though, even if love is unrequited it still feels good to be near the person, but oddly enough, all feelings of love have almost vanished point blank.
well back to books, i just re-read "when the wind blows" and "the lake house" a book with its squeal and i have to say with all these books combined, i don't care if all my ex's ARE in simultaneous union about me being the Jacob black/Simon type. I WANT TO BE THE VILLAINS! Dr. Ethan Kane was a character that cloned himself basically 3 times, he transported his mind to a new body most likely brain transplant or something like it, he can get rid of any desiese genetic, cancer, anything. valentine holds tons of followers, can get almost any girl, has a great kid "although his is a homicidal maniac" and life rolls well for him till the last book. in all i just said i would prefer to be a villain instead of a hero for a reason, less pain, less heartbreak, less worries
all in all, how was everyone else's day?
alright, as you all shold know by now i havent been having the greatest life as of the past month or so, in all honesty it feels like 6 months, so much, so fast.
well the other day my mom got on a bunch of my sites including this one, the anoying part of that is she reads every messege she can get her hands on and if the youtube link dosnt work within 5 seconds of being clicked she assumes its porn or something T.T
im drawing again, but as it appears, no one really likes my works, oh well, live and let live, im going to be doing a few E-cards just to see how funny i am, apparently not very.........
im trying to work through everything but with the wholesale mocking at school because of my cane, even some of my friends joining in, ppl stealing my cane, teachers giving me dirty looks, *sighs* im nearly at my limit, im about to break
well i baisicly got shot down twice, t appears that atleast one of those girls asking if i had a girlfriend or not was pulling a sick joke, when i ask her all she did was turn around and start talking to her friend like i wasnt there.
sigh, well i honestly knew this would happen, always does, well i didnt even really ask the other one but all i did was say hello and she did the same as the other girl, but for her i missed my chance to ask actualy, because some chick decided to put paint on my face as she walked by i was a little occupied getting the neon orange paint off of my face to even get my timing right, thus. . . .
im starting to feel like im talking to myself so please comment