Roxy the Emo

Created By Roxy3107

Roxy's Diary 18/06/2010

Dear Blogers,

Hmm gotta feeling that've got the glastonbury dates wrong.Note 2 self: ASK HALO IF U'VE GOT THE DATES WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!

I have got an art exam on monday and i am really nervous. It is all about celebrity culture in england and how it is affecting teenagers and young adults in the U.K.Werid? yes i know.

Oh well life pretty good at the moment.Mum and my soon to be step dad r getting married in 2 weeks time and i am chiefs bridesmaid.YAYYYYYYY!! I hate wearing dresses.Trouses and converses r the way 4ward 4 me.

Any how I would love 2 here comments on my poem and yes u've gussed it i am an emo(sliting wrist u know is just a myth created by the chavs. just 2 let u know)It is who and what i am.I am extremly proud 2 be an emo!!!!!!!!

Gotta go have a gr8 day.And see ya 2morrow

Love
Rx

Roxy's Diary

Dear Blogers,

Really Nothing important 2 say apart from that today something that i had thought i lost 4ever i have found 2day.Can't wait 4 the third twilight film:Eclipse to come out. I've Already brought the soundtrack and it;'s brilliant.I woke up today in a bad mood.Not sure why but i feel better now(maybe it's cos i am around my mates)not that i do not love my family or anything cos i really do but it's hard to create ur own personal space around 3 other pepole in a three bedroom house with a Large dog with which many pepole can relate to.It's farther's day soon and i am not sure what 2 buy.I have already got the card but i know in my heart that dad will not notice a thing.He only focuses on the footie at the moment.I understand that he has 2 support England but dose he have 2 watch EVERY game.I am glad in a way that he and mum had split up 5 years ago.He brought alot of tension when he was there and it was not good 4 me or my sisters.In the end he just ended up cheating on mum and left.It finally brought happiness 2 the household.

Any I am going 2 glastonbury in about hmmmm two weeks time and i can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My fav music acts are all there Muse,Florence+ the machine,Paloma faith,Gorillaz,Shakira and Dizzie Rascal.Any gotta go

Lots of love
Rx

Slowly Fading

The light slowly fading,
i saw that familiar puddle,
so dark and black,
i looked back to my wrists,
saw that smooth cut,
so fine under the blanket of blood.

i see this everyday,
each time looking so new,
i never seem to know why though,
that little trickle of blood,
letting it fall in that puddle,
turning so dark inside.

when i am done i clean the puddle,
the rag covered in red,
i grab my arm bands,
slip them over the fresh slashes,
pull my sleeves down around them,
throw the towel in the was and leave.

later i find myself sitting in my room,
sitting by the open window,
i stare down at the cuts,
thinking about what each one ment to me,
as i made each one so deep so sweet,
it leaves me thinking so quiet.

i fall asleep to my own soft cry,
and dream about the way i will die,
it comes to me so clear,
i wasnt meant to be,
i should not be in this world,
do i wake up or not?

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