- Created By Chel the Bell
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Man, I should not be allowed to buy things. It just starts this "HAVE TO BUY SO MANY THINGS" sort of rampage. And also fills me with this weird sense of glee and accomplishment.
So today I had to buy a folder for English. I also get cheap folders for like 19 cents because I'm cheap and that's how I roll. But I didn't have exact change... and for small purchases... I feel weird if I don't. So I was like "I'll buy that 2H pencil I keep saying I'll buy someday". So I went and got one and was like "Need a sharpener" So I bought one. And then I was looking at marker/pens and was like "FFFF WANT~" And I struggled for like 10 minutes trying to decide if I should get one... I caved and got one. And now I'm all like "I love you pretty marker/pen~" It's a fine-tipped marker... and it acts more like a pen in my opinion. So IDK what to call it. But now... I want more. Like markers. I want some thick markers and stuff. FFF I want to try doing a comic traditionally~ Though my digital comic has gone no-where (I have ideas for ZoomZoom I'm just lazy/avoiding it).
BUT GOSH I want to but thicker markers/pens. FFFF They make me so happy though I hate the IRREVERSIBLE-ness of it all. I'm afraid of mistakes.
Me and Homework.
It's like water and oil. If I have something I need to do... more than often I just don't do it~ I'm so pathetic. I have terrible procrastination. Awesomely though I just found out I only have to read chapters in German that I've already read~ Huzzah! So now I just gotta BS in my rewrite of my English paper, and I won't have homework... BUT I don't know what to say without just sounding dumb or redundant. ALSO SUMMARY about what I changed. Even if with my revision I might not get a better grade (I really just want it to go up a little... I'd be happy with a B-, but a C+ is just lame) so I dun want to do it. ALSO I have to read some Short Story... And FFF Next weekend I have to call my grandma and interview her... I really hate talking on the phone, and I feel bad for only calling my grandma to interview her for a class. I'm a terrible grandchild. I wish it was 30+ instead of 40+ that way I could just interview my dad. My Dad loves talking abut himself. And how awesome he is. And How cool he was... But my grandma should be interesting. BUT I DUNNO. Talking makes me nervous...
LOL Gotta go do some homework now~
The Bitter Taste
Of failure? I guess I dunno. I'm feeling down guys and it's now time for me to mope and cry about how terrible I am. Also serving as a form of procrastination. Because I hate English. Nah... I hate languages. They make my brain hurt! So guy...Guilt Trippin'
UGH GUYS, I feel so lame. Tomorrow is a friend of mine's birthday, but I don't think I can hang with them because I have homework I've got to do. But I don't want to seem like a lame friend. It also sucks because I kinda forgot about. I'm a crap friend guys. A crap friend. Also I don't have my phone, so I'm worried my friend might think I'm ignoring her... when really I just don't have my phone. I guess I'll just send her an email explaining that I have like school work to do~ Also might have to go on a family dinner for my mom's birthday tomorrow so... I'm busy! But really guys I'm a crap friend~! I could've done my homework today but... I watched a bunch of movies instead. LOL I'm weak against movies guys... I watched like Conviction (a girl getting her bro outta prison). I watch Kill Bill vol. 1. Which omg was so hilarious. I didn't think I'd like it, but it's good. LOL and other movies. Like uh...FFF Kat something. It was a movie from the 70s that was also pretty funny. But like weak against movies.
So it's late I'm gonna go to bed.
A dream is a wish your heart makes
If that's true, I think my heart hates me.
LOL So last night instead of sleeping like a normal person I just took a bunch of consecutive naps. LOL So I had like a bunch of dreams. Sadly I don't remember them much. BUT THEY WERE WEIRD, and intense. Like most my dreams are.
In one of my dreams I was living in a RV. I don't remember much besides that.
In another one I was in like this time/space traveling elevator. That was pretty intense. I ended up on a weird planet in like a supermarket. And then they were people after me because they thought I killed someone, and I was all "No they're okay! I can go get them!" But IDK alot of arguing in that dream.
Man now I'm sad I can't remember my dreams because I know they were awesome.
