Heh, I love that word now.
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I watch a pretty good movie recently (like just a bit ago), and it was pretty funny! But it had a lot of cursing. I don't remember what it was called though. Well I do I just don't know how to spell it. It's some city in Belgum (can't even spell that ). But it was pretty hilarious. And also sad! And about Hitmen! So it had like everything! I really liked it.
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I keep wanting to use offensive language. Even before I watched the movie with all the bad words! But I can't because it would be so unexpected. I only crused out loud, in front of some one, like twice maybe. Maybe only once. One time because I thought my hair was going to catch on fire and I didn't want to get burned. And I'm not sure about any other time. Yeah, but I have terrible language when talking to myself. And now I just want to go and say it out loud. Am I rebelling? How odd... But it isn't terrible stuff... Just offensive. Mostly fag and faggot. And everynow and then shit. It's kinda funny how comfortable I am typing it. Eh I've become so apathetic!
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So I really want to draw Riku, but I can imagine myself in like 10 minutes after starting... *Erases Really Hard* "SCREW YOU RIKU!! I DIDN'T WANT TO DRAW YOU ANYWAY!"*sobsob*. LOL Because I would totally do that! But I guess I'll try. I was also wondering if anyone wanted me to draw them something. Please ask because I'm starting to get the feeling no one likes my art...AND I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED.
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Does anyone noticed how I keep striking out things about my general need of attention? Of course you don't because you don't care! *Sobsob* LOL I don't know. I know in general people don't like people who are all needy and dependent and stuff. Guess that's why I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. (Heck yeah I'll throw my own pity party! At least I'll admit to it!)
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Tomorrow(26th) is my Brother's birthday. He's going to be 21(I think). Mymom lied to be an told me his birthday was yesturday (Friday). And now I keep raggin' on her about it. Also my mom said to one of my other brother's friend "Are you jackin' stuff? Where do you get all this stuff?" And I laughed because she said that. LOl My mom is so hip, in the embarrassing 'mom' waay. Because she's my mom, NOT MY FRIEND, and I like it like that! (Sorry I have a pet peeve of moms who try to be their daughters best friend. That to me is stupid. /rant).
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So Happy Birthday Nii-chan! Screw You Riku! LOL..."What am I saying?!".