I totally forgot about it. If my mom hadn't reminded me I don't thik I would have ever remembered. BUT FRICK! It's starts on monday. I super seriously do not want to be a senior. I maybe 17 but I have the mentality of a 12-year-old (Maybe 15 sometimes...). ARGH! NExt year I'm going to be an adult and have responsiblities and have to LEAVE THE LOVING EMBRACE OF THE WOMAN WHO RAISED BE AND FED ME AND DID EVER FRIGGIN' THING FOR ME!!! LOL, I htink the normal thing is for people to want to leave their parents and stuff. But the thought really terrifies me. I'm gonna go away to college and become a hikikomori! I won't ever want to go outside because I'll be so friggin' paranoid that it's all a conspiracy. And while I'm hiding in apartment I'll evidentually get fed up with my neighbor's constant play of some anime theme, and rush over to yell at him. Then I'll met a girl, start helping my new otaku friend/neighbor make a video game, etc. (LOL,I don't really remember what happens in Welcome to the NHK but I think that stuff happens.)
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So Ugh I have two days left. This completely sucks. Never before in my life have I dreaded going to school so much. Except maybe when I was five and I had to start preschool/kindergarden(IDK which one). Normally I'm a total nerd for school. I love learning! The only things I don't like is doing projects... I'm like the weirdest student. I hate projects! But I love test. (Projects= time consuming, test= no homework, plus test are easy!). But agh the whole I'ma be a senior thing is really freakin' me out. Plus I have to take Physics and Calculus. Argh Physics is like a gosh dang math class and I hate math!! I'm good at it but it's so boring and time consuming (LOL I hate things that take a lot of time... Except art, weird). But I also have Pyschology (HUZZAH!), and like Art two times a day (The second semester). And Also It'll be the first year of Spanish Club!!! YAY SPANISH CLUB! I love Spanish so much! I'm goign to be the only spanish four person (WTH?) and I'm president of the spanish club which I founded. I'm a language nerd, what can I say? Also I heard from an inside source (Rah-chan, AKA business manager for Yearbook/ TA for Yearbook supervisor-teacher, who is also ou english teacher) that we are going to be reading a bunch of Shakespeare in English. I SUPER HOPE WE READ HAMLET! I've wanted to read the play for like ever. Also hope we read Othello. And over cool Shakespeare stuff. And not Romeo and Juliet because I read the play, watched old 60s movie, and Watched most of the anime RomeoxJuliet (Which is nothing like the play really but still...). I've had enough Romeo and Juliet. LOL obviously, I mean I named my computers Tybalt and Benvolio. Here's a quick tidbit, I was going to name Tybalt, Mercutio, but I wasn't sure how to spell his name (I knew how but I doubted myself) and now Tybalt just fits. Plus He's a tablet so it's like Tybalt=Tablet y'know?
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Argh I'm shutting up now I got somethign I'm thinking about and went to think about it more.