Ugh I just want to complain for a bit~
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I have school tomorrow and I don't want to go. I dislike school now. I use to like it alot, but lately it's so much effort for something completely frilious! That and I have classes with bumbling idiots! People like that really tick me off! I don't mind so much when people act dumb every now and then, but when they do it constantly, or worse, are idiots, I can't stand them! And for the most part they have no excuse other than there own incompetence. Hur I'm such a snob when it comes to inteligence. I'm lazybut I'm not idiot! I take learning seriously even if I do complain about it every now and then. I enjoy learning new things!
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Now I'm going to be a hypocrite and complain about homework :D I know I need to do my homework~ I have a bunch too do but I keep thinking "I can do it tomorrow~" I only have like Government (which isn't due until tuesday), and Calculus which I can do in the morning and during lunch... But I would better off doing it now....
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In other news I'm going to try and eat healthier now. I mean I'll try. I guarantee nothing. Mymom wants me to go to the gym too but I dislike the gym. It makes me srsly self-concious and I don't have gym clothes... My mom keep telling to lose weight for prom. She told me "You have to lose enough to wear a size two dress to prom". I don't think she was srs, but still. I don't need her pressuring me! I told her I'd have to starve myself to lose that much weight before prom, and she said that was okay. Ugh my mom is weird. But I understand she's just concerned for me. LOL BUT I'LL LOSE WEIGHT! I want to at least be a size 10, and that's like... IDK a lot of sizes (I don't shop for clothes or anything so IDK is the difference between sizes one or two?). I'm like a 20 r 18 now... BAH what a fatty cakes~ LOL I read a thing online that said you should never call yourself fat and I was like "BUT I AM~" IT kind of ticks me off when people say that they're fat when I'm OBVIOUSLY much larger than them. I'm like "If you're fat I'm a friggin' elephant" GAH! And whenever I plainly state the fact that I'm obese (WHICH I AM!!) my friend hits me. I'm like "DUDE I CAN SAY IT BECAUSE IT'S TRUE!" and my self-esteem can't get any lower! I'm happy with who I am even if I am fat. Sure I don't like it but it's my own doing and I'm well aware of that fact....
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PSSH I can't believe I went on a little rant about my weight. I thinks that it. I don't have anything else to talk about now!