I'm like super depressed right now. Feeling ostracized and stuff. I'm starting to seriously think I'm bipolar. It's driving me mad. I hate it. I'm going to do some complaining now.
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I feel really abandoned by my best friend. I don't know, it's insane but whatever. I got mad and ended up ignoring her all day. I'm a wuss and never fight or spread rumors or anything I just ignore whateveer is bothering me. This will not make the situations any better, but I was ticked off, so I'll do what I want okay! But I guess I feel like she only talks to me when she doesn't have anyone to talk. Ya see we have this one friend that I dislike greatly because she's a slut and and idiot so I can't stand her. Anyway as soon as she arrives my best buddy just chats it up with her. Even if we were in ht middle of a conversation. Whatever the srut says is evidently a thousand times more important than what I have to say. IT REALLY TICKS ME OFF!! And so like I tolmyself I was just going to let it slide. And after art I was going to talk to my friend about a project idea but I feel like see ignored me. Because once again srut's whining about her obsession with other boys who aren't her "fiance"(In quotations because I think it's stupid that she's engaged when she's such a srut) are way more important than my awesome idea of a cool art project! Also she(my buddeh) ttly didn't say hello to me today. so anyway I'm really upset. I really don't know who she is anymore. And it breaks my heart because she's like the best friend I've ever had. This just furthers my belief that I'm going to be alone forever. I just have a knack for making people dislike me. IT'S BECAUSE I'M A STUCK UP SNOB~ D;
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I'm done. I'm going to start crying if I continue. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat anything.