I don't know. Sometimes I feel really isolated from the rest of the world, and sometimes I feel like I've made friendships that were meant to last. Today I felt really friendly with people. SO LET ME TELL YA ABOUT MY FRIENDS~
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One my bestest buddies is Rah-chan! We've been friends since like 7th grade when she moved here from germany. IN like 8th or 9th grade we had a little falling out but we got over that quickly. It was much worse in like 10th or 11th grade when she started dating my brother. I was super ticked off and hurt. But I got over myself because I really valued our friendship. Now I feel like we're old people who have been friends their entire life. It's that kind of closeness I only need reinforced every now and then. She's adorable and we have a ton in common!
Another Buddy of mine is...well I'll just call her Kay here. KAy and me have been buddies off-and-on since 3rd grade. We use to be super tight in like 6th or 7th grade, but then we just went our seperate ways. We became good buds again last year (11th grade). We insult each other constantly but it's always in good fun and our conversations are full of laughter.
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Well those two are basically my bestest buddies. Now I'm going to tell you a story about something that happened today at school.
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I eat lunch with Rah-chan and sometimes Kay (Sometimes kay goes home for lunch), today I was eating lunch with both of them. Rah-chan has this friend who I use to be friend with but now I can't stand at all. I'm amazed I ever put up with her. She's really dumb, and she's a complete srut, I can't stand her. I've basically beengiving her the cold shoulder and whenever she ask me questions directly I'll reply really snarkly. So we were eating lunch when suddenly Srutty-McSrutSrut says "So Why does Kay sit here?" Of course I was all (in my head)"WTF WHY DO YOU SIT HERE?" My buddy Rah-chan was all "Because she's our friend" and tried to make it seem less harsh. The Srut was all "What happen to her old table?" (Let me explainsomething here. We, Rah-chan Me and the Srut, use to sit at a different table but we moved because Rah-chan was being socialable and I'll sit wherever she sits and the Srut follows as well.Anyway the table we moved to was Kay's table, but she hadn't sat there in a while because she eats lunch at homes sometimes... Now back to the story). So Rah-chan being all nice was like "This is Kay's table. Remember we moved here?" And srut was like "Okay yeah whatever" And the topic was dropped. THE THNG IS This really hurt Kay's feelings, and I could tell. I was ticked off. Fraggin' Srut upsetting my friend like that! Anyway Kay started to cry (I saw it coming and knew why right away), and Srut was all "What's wrong? What Happened?" And I was thinking "ARGH YOU IDIOT IT'S YOUR FAULT JUST SHUT UP AND GTFO!" Of course I didn't say this because I'm better than that... Anyway we all try to comfort Kay when fraggin' srut says "Aren't you going to dump your tray Kay?" Once again I was thinking "Aren't you going to dump your's you idiot!". Anyway Kay goes and dumps her tray and come back and is still crying, and then the Srut goes and dumps her tray I was all like "It was Srut's fault isn't it?" (I said srut's name of course.) And Rah-chan piped in about how it was totally rude of her. and I was like "I'd rather have you sitting here than her" And then we said something and was laughing and Srut came back and she was all "Whut?!" And I was like "It's a secret!" And Srut was all "Whatever it is that's bother you Kay, It won't last long." And then we all brust out laughing because the thing bothering her was Srut. But yeah that's what happened today...
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