LOL wut? That title doesn't make sense. Anyway I'ma just be weird for a while~
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So SALT&PEPPER first. I decided that for my dad's birthday I'm gonna to paint a picture of the Beatles because that's like his favourite band eva and I love the beatles to so why not? But LOL I decided to start working on it like a couple week before his birthday.... LOL I FORGOT THAT I'M SLOW~ Anyway I call it SALT&PEPPER because I doing a picture of them in their Sgt. Pepper's uniforms, and SALT&PEPPER sounds like Sgt. Pepper and I wanted a clever code name. LOL I'm really slow though and I should probably be working on it but get frustrated and arghy or I quit working on it. I told myself i had today to finish drawing Ringo. I asked my friend to play games with me on Saturday, so I have to finish drawing John on sunday, Paul Monday, and George Tuesday. That'll giveme 8 days to paint ..... I'm totally screwed.
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LOL recently I've become obsessed with saying lol Liar Game. It's this manga that I happen to think is one of the best mangas ever. LOL It get's really intense and I always freak out when they figure stuff out and it's just so interesting, but I guess my brother doesn't like it which is a bit disappointing because I thought he would, but he said it was boring. It's not boring he's just stupid! *sobsob* So like I'm completely obsessed with it and want to draw fanarts for it and talk about it all the time. But I don't have anyone to talk to about it, and I'm refusing to let myself draw anything unless it's on SALT&PEPPER. so I just read ita bunch and spazz out and think "FFF I should ttly be working on S&P but this is so interesting and WHO NEEDS SLEEP?!" LOL I don't understand this thing called time manangement.
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Also I have orientation/enrollment on the 16... SO THAT'S ONLY LIKE 7 DAYS TO PAINT~. I'm friggin' nervous about it though because college is scary, all I can think is "I'MMA GET LOST AND FAIL AND BE A BIG DISAPPOINT~" Though now I'm all "WHY SHOULD I BOTHER MY MOM EXPECTS ME TO BE A BIG TIME FAILURE ANYWAY~" LOL why does my mom's love have to be conditional. It's ttly unfair that because my brothers are epic failures that I have to go through the stress of being yelled at constantly. Ugh I mean if you had just yelled at them from the beginning I wouldn't feel so victimized! But enough of that. It's not my parents fault. they had no idea that no-pressure attitudes would result in lazybumkins. Though I'm not much to talk because I still don't have a job and I like to mope around at hope. But I feel that if I'm too freaked out to even go and pick up my glasses lense from the eye doctor I have no business working in the only type of enviroment willing to hire me(That being fast food). Plus they expect me to just go out and find a job, not realizing that my fear of others is doubled when I have no idea what I'm doing. I've never looked for a job and have doubts about people hiring seeing as I lack skills and experience. LOL I spaced off about half-way through the sentence....
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So I guess I'll go read Liar Game and freak out about time, and college, and jobs~