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I would've posted this in the fanart section but it's kind of crappy and not really anime.
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I was feeling really miserable when I drew this. Blue was the colour that was selected when I opened my program, and blue was how I was feeling so I went with it. Plus it makes it seem cold and I like the cold. I had no idea what I was drawing when I started I just moved the crusor whever and I eventually turned it into this. I hated intended to draw a mouth, much less a smiling one, but it makes me feel better so I don't hate it. I named the girl Katya, because I wanted a Russian name and I liked that one. She lives in a big terrible cities and often dreams of running away, but never does because she has to take care of her family. But I think this is the day she decided to finally leave and case her dreams, whatever they are. People with sad past but with dreams and goals and who are driven, these people are my heros and I envy them. I've always had an easy life, and because of it I lack motivation and I feel like a disappointment. I hate when I cry or feel sad because it makes me feel guilty because I have no real reason to be sad. I'm envious of a lot of people perhaps because I hate myself.
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Argh sorry I'm just in a terrible mood. This makes me think of real paintings, like the kind that would hang in a museum. It didn't take long to make, but it was worth it.
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On other notes: I wish it was winter, I want to know who my roomate is going to be, I want to destroy my hair, and I wish I could sleep.