Man I've been so lame lately. UGH IDK man, IDK. So like I'm totally in despair because EVERYTHING I DRAW LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME. Here I drew a picture to show my despair:

CAN YOU SEE IT? MY DESPAIR? Also I wish I looked that cool. I've been trying to look like a hipster lately. Or at least my idea of a hipster. With my long shaggy hair and my ever growing beard. I've also bought a lot of plaid shirt things. Because plaid is cool right? Also got a sweet leather jacket that maybe not be hipster but totally ups my cool factor. Also can't decide what music I want to listen to. I go from liking the Clash to liking Relient K to liking Queen. I JUST DUN KNOW ANYMORE. I guess this is the "finding myself" phase most people go through in highschool.

Also lately I've been feeling like a stalker, though I don't actually stalk anyone. Like yesturday I followed this dude out of the math building but I didn't really follow him so much as I was going the same direction. And I also sat creepishly behind this guy from my german class at dinner. I should've tried to sit with him but I just thought it would be awkward. It was awkward enough sitting behind him... I'm such a weirdo, I hope he didn't see me and think "GOSH WHAT A WEIRDO", probably already thinks that. I SWEAR GUYS I'M TOTALLY BAD AT INTERACTING WITH PEOPLE. Even leaving comments on stuff I'm like "GOSH YOU SOUND LIKE SUCH AND IDIOT WHAT ARE YOU WRITING THAT'S SO STUPID!" or I don't even have coherent thoughts and I end up either not saying anything or like "Yo man that's totes cool. I dig it." The most embarrassing thing is I actually say things like "totes cool" and "I dig it". I srsly cannot getting any more lame... Well I could, there's people I see and I'm like "WOAH LAME ALERT SO ONE CALL THE LAME POLICE WE GOT A LAME-O ON OUR HANDS" Gosh srsly, if I think you weird, you're like super weird. Hurhur I'm one of those people who are weird, but try not to flaunt my forever weirdness and try to be suppah cool, because there is a part of my that wants to be suppah cool. I get that from my dad. Who is both weird and suppah cool at the same time. FATHER GIVE ME YOUR SKILLZ~!

But yeah. art wise I'm kind flailing. I like my style and hate it all at the same time. I also think my art is like suppah boring and unoriginal. Like I keep thinking about stuff for ZoomZoom and I'm all like "THIS IS SO BORING WHAT IS THIS?!" I came up with another comic idea that's a lot more Bizarre than ZoomZoom because I want to do something crazy and weird. But I don't think I'll ever do it, or I'll do it but not alot. It doesn't even have a title or whatever. But it's basically about this guy who has CRAZY dreams all of the time. I dunno that's basically it. It' because I keep seeing Surrealism everywhere, I want to do something surreal. LOL I really like the idea for the main character even though it's a bit cliche. OH GOSH I REALIZED HE'S LIKE CHARLIE FROM CHARLIE THE UNICORN! See I told you unoriginal. So yeah he has insane dreams that he hates. So he's an insomniac because he hates his dreams and he dreams when he sleeps. So he's also really grumpy ALL OF THE TIME. And evertime he goes into dream world he's like "FFF NOT AGAIN!" and he's basically just really grumpy and hilarious. He's a good guy at heart though. OH man what was his name it was like super cool OH YEAH Mikal or something. Pronounced like Me-Kale, where kale is pronounced like gale. Got it? But in Dream world everyone calls him Michelangelo or Mike. And he's always like "MY NAME'S NOT MIKE!!!" and he rages about that.

BUT ANYWAY YEAH sorry for the long boring post. I wish I had interesting news to tell you but I'm a very dull person.