That's a panicked wheeze by the way. BECAUSE I'M PANICKING. Freakin' football. I DUNNO WANT TO WAIT UNTIL IT'S OVER. I wanna go back to my dorms now. I hate my dorms BUT I WANT TO BE BACK SO I DON'T HAVE TO FREAK OUT ABOUT GETTING THERE. And now I'm about to cry. THANKS FREAKING PANIC ATTACK. Ugh not only am I a nervous wreck now, but I'm going to be a sobbing nervous wreak. UGH *PANICPANIC*. It's stupid that I worry about things kind of things but I'm such a time freak I can't handle it. I can't stand being late. AT ALL. I end up being like freakishly early because I can't stand being late... Though I try to get somewhere just in time. GEEZ MOM IT'S NOT LIKE FOOTBALL EVEN MATTERS! *sobsob* This weekend has just not been my weekend. I was all depressed earlier and now I'm having a panic attack. I should've asked mom to take me back earlier. Okay should've is totally a word stupid red squiggly line. It's a contraction of should and have. I'm spelling it right! GOSH DANG IT! Ugh I'm totally unstable... LOLZ just thought I'd whine about my panic... and should do my homework...