Of failure? I guess I dunno. I'm feeling down guys and it's now time for me to mope and cry about how terrible I am. Also serving as a form of procrastination. Because I hate English. Nah... I hate languages. They make my brain hurt!
So guys I've been struggling a lot lately. I've been feeling sick and crummy and like I can't learn anything. It's a bunch of "BlahBlahBlah" from my teachers and my brain is all "LOLLolipops?! UNICORNFUNTIME~! ooooooShiny" and stupid stuff like that. And I'm "Shuddup brain and pay attention." and then it pretends to for like two seconds before I go back to havin' ADD. And all this arguing with my brain has given me chronic headache. So now I don't want to think at all and I CAN'T STOP THINKING.
Also I've been having trouble sleeping. Every time I go to sleep it takes me like an hour to fall asleep (though this is something I'm used to). But then I wake up like 50 times in the morning for some dumb reason. And I keep having really bizarre dreams that are freaking me out.
Also I've had a weird diet going on, which probably explains everything... But I will never admit it!!!
So I'm hungry, tried, and have a headache. I feel like garbage~
And then my classes are lame and I hate them pretty much. Even the one class I liked before I'm starting to hate. It takes up too much thought process. FFFF I'm just mindblocked and ugh so many headaches *whinewhinemoancomplain*
Hahaha I'm sorry I keep just whining about everything. HERPDERP I go so much going for me I probably seem like a jerk. I should be all "AT LEAST I'M NOT AN ALBINO IN TANZANIA!" But I'm not. Because I'm a jerk.
