Uwah I am (was?) very upset! I keep spazzing out because I keep thinking I don't get anything (mentally. Like I don't understand). And normally I'm really quick at picking things up (Again mentally... LOL but not like the force). And Iget so frustarted when I understand it upsets me! So the fat that I'mfreaking over PreCalc, Chemistry, and even spanish!! is bizzare and makes me cry. I cried after Chemistry when couldn't figure it out! And then I was upset the rest of the day! It makes me wanna cry just thinking about it! All I have are my smarts! If I lose that what will become of me?!

Also a man came to talk to us today. It was for Red Ribbon Week (Don't do drugs people!! It's stupid!!). The guy was in jail once. He told us some stories. People laughed at what I think were inapporate things to laugh at. But I was also in a dreadful mood so that might me why. It upsets me that people will waste their lives away doing drugs/drinking. It just bothers me greatly. I guess that's why I'm in SADD (Students Against Destructive Decisions).

Chief didn't move! I'm happy! Chief is my favourite neighbor!!

LOL one of my friends comissioned a drawing from me! Actually she requested it but since I'm a self-righteous, self-centered prick I charged her a dollar for it. She also gave me caramels! HUZZAH!!! Though I think I lost the description she gave me... I dunno but it's was suppose to be a really gothic looking girl...

That's all...