My heart thuds is mixed emotions....

Life...Life is so complicated!!! I'm depressed and at the same time excited.... I think I'm more depressed but my heart is full of excitement... Like that makes anysense.... I'm depressed because I have lost my ablity to learn and therefore am now a complete failure! But I was looking at the college I kinda want to go to and they have such cool clubs! I wanna go just to join the clubs! Uwah bbbut I'm even sadder because I have no clue what I'm going to do with my life... My indecision has left me in despair!!!
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I went and watched my parents vote today! It was cool! I wish I could vote but alas I'm too young! though I voted in the mock election at school!!
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Hum I keep wanting to comment on people's stuff but I always conviece myself I sound like a dufus or it's just not worth it... I feel really bad about.... I mean I like when people comment on my stuff.... But I don't got the nerve to return the favor!! I'm such a jerk!!! Don't be friends with me!!!
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That's all.... For now.....

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