I went prom dress shopping today, and I'm really angry with myself! There were lots of pretty dresses, but most were for twigs, floor-length, or way short! Their were a couple that I thought were loving, but when we tired them on they didn't fit! It's because I'm fat!! Ugh! My stupid belly kept making the cute dresses look ugly! I was really angry! And now I'm upset because I wasted a day shopping and did't even get anything!!! My mom said we'd just alter one of her dresses but I'm still angry! I kinda don't even want to go to prom anymore! It's bad enough I have to go by myself, but now I don't even have a decent dress! Plus I don't want to stay for after-prom but everyone says that's the best part! It all really sucks!