In that void darkness
I felt it suddenly die
In that void despair
I felt it come alive
(It consumed me from the inside, and then tore through my chest
And into this soft world)
Inside the dark, I heard you scream
And it was enough to invoke a mournful cry
There is a dark room somewhere deep
Inside of these walls, you’ve found it before
I do not believe I’ve found my mind
If it were to be, it would not be in me
I’m not regretful enough to receive this redemption
This word you wish for me to understand
I really do, I do regret it
But I can never tell you
For in the darkest hour of the darkest day
I felt it move, then die within me
I wish I could save my own sanity
But that would be selfish of me
Wouldn’t it?
When the sun set, I saw the colors
Die and wither without any tears
I considered such empathy
But then what would be left for me?
Nothing, I whispered
Is this such a sin, as to deny happiness
When someone like me, who has received none…
For in this dark tunnel of my mind
A light faded, never to seen again
I wanted you to glimpse such a light as mine
But that would be selfish of me
Wouldn’t it?
Faded
Away
Decay
So they say,
Can’t I face myself, without further accusations?
For in the darkest hour of the darkest day
I have seen all that fades away
Neither did I cry or feel remorse
I could do nothing but stare forward
Trust me, I wanted to save it
To make a sincere prayer
But my mind would not allow it
That light had faded away
I thought of that remorse in my mind
And of empty corridors of hope
I do not think
That I can be saved
I do not think
That I even miss it
