eh....
wow feeling antai social much?....
iv been reading the host bye stefeny mayer lately
the same person that wrote twilight
lisening to :mcr the ghost of you
its kinda a sad song lol!
man....
im not very happy today well i am but in my very own sad way
-feels like crying
well i guess i feel happy because the feelings of sadness arnt mine they are melonly's
woah! that didnt sound right! ok if any of you are familar with the book the host then you know what im talking about! i just got don reading the part when she goes in to flas back mode and the last thing she hears is the guy she loves telling her that he will never let anything happen to her
but of cores this is a flash back !and right now the thing that he was trying to protect her from has happend to her,her body has been taken over bye another conshiosness a parasite who will eventualy try to arase her from exsistence
well im not realy good at telling the sumery of the story but its realy REALY GOOD!!!!it made me wana cry but my littel brother was theri so i didnt T.T
but what doesent wana make me cry ...lately....just the thot of having ppl around makes me sad, yesterday while i was at my friends house i felt like sobing in to my hands and wondering what would they think if i just out of the blue started crying
emotionaly unstabel?
its weard cause im conshas enof to notice it like its not realy ME who is sad rather than my body or something like that like my mind[or is it my mind ]like im subconshasly sad and my conshasness is confused ...idk
it seems like every littel thing will set me off !!lol
weard realy weard
blah ...blah ...blah
♪never coming home ,never coming home ♪
the part of the song that is stuck in my head....
XD
something els oh yah im going to the movies tomorow and dreding every minet of it [this is what i mean about geting sad about seeing ppl]
hopefully my mood will change i dont know y but im kinda enjoying it
lol and the add on the top of the screan for the otaku preamium plus confuses me it keeps making me think
is it alredy out?
where do i go?
but i havent goten any mail!
[my otaku mail adress is my friends e-mail]
sory i ahvent been on lately thats what the titel has to do with booked its a pun cause i will be bisy alot lately henc the plans on going places and the book [pluse the fact that most of the time is ded weaght time ] but i will do my best on comenting!!!