yesterday i was realy happy
i was playing tenis with this guy and i was owning him!!! lol

then this randome guy comes up to the tenis corts and my friend asks him " what are you doing here you dont even go to this school carsy"he chukels.
and i look up and the guy going in to the corts [the guy that was talking to him was my friend but not the one i was playing against]
and hes hot!!!!
lol he kinda looks asain but hes mexican [or some kind of latino lol] [witch kinda makes it better cause then i dont have to translte...ah feget it lol]
so i found something out about him
one hes awesome at tennis
two hes a pervert lol!
well after we got done playing we put all of out tenis suff up and went out side to for them to wait for their rides[and me to walk home ]
and i see my mom and she was looking for me !!!
so then i new right their that i was intruble!
blah blah blah blah
i told her the day before that i would be at tennis practive and she didnt care all she does is go on and off about how ppl should have no bissines beeing at shool after hours! and i try to reason with her ....but she doesent care
and then i feal so mentaly handy cap ...so verbaly cheated because my spanish sucks and she doesent know english!!!!!
so what could i do i felt like yelling at her in english not in a mean way because shes my mom but to reason with her...
but nothing can get through...
and then all i am able to tell her is that all she wants to do is control me and that im nothing but a caged bird to her and that my house is a cage!!!
because in reality to me it is !!!
and its more frustraiting cause its half true!!! not just something i come up with through my anger and frustraitons...
so im angry cause my mom doesent let me stay after school and she tells me that if i do for any AFTER SCHOOL ACTIVITY witch every parent should be happy that theri kids are doing
that she is going to pick me up right at the end of class at the door of my class room
WTF !!! SHE TREETS ME LIKE A CRIMANAL!!! and it pisses me off!!!
and it makes it worse because iv actualy have felt pasionate about playing the game ...and i havent felt that way in fore ever!!!

she told me i could only stay two days a week but i still feel compleatly defeated cause even though all of that she is still compleatly.....
i hate it ...