aaaaaaahhhhhhhh

i hate my self right now!
im so forgetful i cant go a day with out loosing anything!!!!
wensday i lost my camera that had my freinds sd card in it and she was going to get it back then and i miraculasly found it
that same day i lost my pack of color pencils and i found it in the most retarted place ever![after checking the most ovious places over and over btw the camera was INDISIDE my couch!] in the freazer! wtf?
but....BUT yesterday i lost my bag!!! that wouldint be such a huge loss except for the fact that i hass my debit/credit card in my wallet that is inside of my bag...and my id is in there...and a check...and 60 bucks!!!i found it today but the point is i had no clue where it was!!! [i some how left it in my moms room and i dont even remember going in there!!] i thought id left it at mcdonalds!!!
and yesterday i didnt go to sleep till like 4 so i had all night to stress about it and look 4 it while everyone was asleep...
IT STRESSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME
why cant i be more responsible...and why does my own memory fail me? at first loosing things was owellish and kinda funny but now its just out of hand when i am loosing things that are important *cofffscolorpencilscoffs*
I HATE YOU MEMORY GO TO HELL!!! XD
maybe there is something wrong with me....am i starting to get some kind of shorterm memory loss thing?idk atleast i still remeber some important stuff

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