Wowza. So my ex is a coward.
Remember that letter ordeal? Turns out he doesn't want me to confront him. He wants me to write another letter.
*screams*
*screams some more*
I can't take this letter shet anymore!!
Phew. So, yeah. All this drama and stuff is making me not want to get back together with him anymore. Friends, maybe. G'bye buster. You're through.
ANYWAYS, so my BGF ((swing partner) has been there for me since this whole entire thing started, and I think I might be getting a little thing from him? I don't know, I was sick yesterday, and I didn't see him on Monday. So today, I came to school and he was like "I didn't see you for like a week!" ((we have no classes together and we don't have the same lunch, just swing, and before school)) and he just gave me a hug. We hug all the time, but you know those hugs that just, idk, seem different? Like he held me tighter than usual and we were swaying back and forth. And it was uber UBER windy here (I live where the winds get up to 90 mph) and there was a fire this morning, so the wind is blowing the smoke EVERYWHERE. I have asthma, peeps. So he just took my face and dug it in his chest and was like "Don't breathe the smoke. I don't want you getting sick. Well, you already are, but still..." then he asked me if I liked his cologne. ^-^ Ahah, silly. But we must've been hugging for ten minutes. It was kinda nice. Something there? Take the risk?
Anyways, enjoy this song by Rainie Yang. I don't know what she's saying, cause I'm not Chinese (well. I'm 1/4 chinese) but still. I like the song.
