I hate people, I really do. Everyone I care about pushes me away. My mom just watches tv and complains about everything. My dad, I don't really care that much about, thinks about himself most of the time. Antonio won't talk about himself, claims to hate myspace, but joins a myspace rip-off for people that have his fetish. Not saying he shouldn't, but it hurts me that he won't share with me. My sister, Tamara, is always holed up in her house, kinda shy. And my best friend Mayte is too busy to see me. I've been back a month and she hasn't seen me except that one day, when we were supposed to hang out, she canceled, I was disappointed but understood because she had valid reasons. But then, when hanging at the mall with Antonio and Tamara, we ran into her, shopping. And every time I ask her when we can hang out, she doesn't know. Does she not want to see me? I hate people.