Hey there everyone! Happy New Year! My goodness it's been a really REALLY tough year for most of us but hey we got through it all! For those of you that had a good year, don't worry, I'm sure there will be many more years to come ^^ I know that this year was just an emotional roller coaster and a total train wreck for me but i think just maybe that this year will be better ^^
So! I guess it's time for some new resolutions eh? But first I'm gonna take a look at what I accomplished from my 2010 Resolutions list xDD
So here's my New Year's resolutions for 2010:
-Draw a LOT more and improve myself(after much deliberation...the most effective method I found is..MORE SKETCHING)
Hm...well I guess that's what my hiatus was for xD I did sketch a lot more but I can't say I improved as much as I wanted to though..but I guess we'll just have to see! =P
-Get into a mindset where I stop comparing myself to other people so I'll be overall happier
Okay this was a total fail xD Because of all of the stuff that happened this year I'm still stuck in this rut OTL. Hopefully I can keep working at it though~ I learned some things this year.
-Beat Final Fantasy XII xD (not a real resolution..but I thought I'd add it anyway)
YES! And no xD I haven't beaten Vayne yet but I did earlier in the year on accident(didn't know he was the final boss LOL)
-START MY KH FREAKING MANGA. GOSH I'VE BEEN PLANNING THIS THING FOR LIKE I DON'T KNOW HOW LONG xDDD
This...okay no xD I kinda lost my inspiration for it after a while because I got so caught up in my hiatus and school work load and other things and just blah T__T You guys said I should focus on my own original characters more, and that's what I've been doing =P
-Perhaps start my original story as well and introduce some of my own original characters
Yep~ I have much to tell you guys in the coming year about my original characters xD *hugs* Thank you all for the support!
-Discover more about myself and what I want...I don't really know anything about myself yet and I think I should spend more time on discovering what it is I'm looking for in life. Probably because I spend so much time on others, I hardly think for myself anymore xD
I'm still a really confused person but I think I'm beginning to understand myself a little bit better, so I'll say that this one was at least minimally successful =)
-Confess to somebody I really care about
Stunning realization that it probably wouldn't work xD I haven't lost all hope yet though, so I guess I'll just be patient~
-Get out more and get some more fresh air. I don't think I got enough of it this year xD
OH YEAH NOTHING BUT EXERCISEEEE~ (can't say I'm in shape yet though OTL)
-Smile and laugh while enjoying everything around me
It was REALLY REALLY tough to do this this year with the loss of my grandmothers and my neighbor and everything and all of the fights I've gotten into with my parents, but I feel like in the times I did have fun, I really was enjoying myself ^^
-Show more appreciation to the ones I love(yes that includes YOU GUYS!<3)
OTL I still need to work on this because YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING AND I NEED TO SHOW IT MOREEEE!
-Improve more in the areas that I want outside of just art(piano, golf, studies etc)
I think I really did actually! Not so much in golf but definitely in piano, I've gained a much clearer understanding of how to go about things I think ^^
-Think of more resolutions so I can continue to better myself as a person ^^
That's what this year's resolutions are for! =)
Well I think I did pretty good with last year's resolutions! But still OTL not all of them accomplished! But it doesn't mean I can't set some more goals ^^ Here's my resolutions for 2011~
-Continue to work on improving my art! During my hiatus, I finally came to the understanding of challenging myself to improve myself against myself only, and not compare to anyone else! I really want to go far and see what I can do!
-Get into shape! At least..more into shape anyway xD
-Figure out the meaning of the word "appreciation". It seems that I still don't understand it yet according to my parents =/
-Don't fail college xD
-MORE ART. 'nuff said xD
-Make new resolutions along the way so that I don't overwhelm myself with just these =P
I love you guys so so much!! Thank you for another fantastic year!<33 And just thank you for everything and I will try my best to work hard! *nods* Let's hope for a wonderful 2011!<33 Take care!<3
