For the better part of the last two days, I have been what can best be described as unstable.

Ive been drinking tonight, I dont have to work tomorrow, so I dont have to worry about that. This may be the first time in my life I ever drank alone, I dont like it. But I am apprehensive of what may have happened if I went out to the bar. I dont know if I would have blown up on someone, or if I would have had an anxiety attack and freaked out.

Dont worry about me, guys. I'll be fine. I think its just stress.