This coming Thursday will be the two year anniversary of my mom Barb passing away. Its hit me harder this year than last year, probably because last year, it still didnt feel real.

Its more than real for me now, Ive been depressed, antisocial, short tempered, and even more bitter/cruel with language choices. It seems that no words can be too scathing at this point. For some reason, I want to say things that would make George Carlin say, "Calm down."

Im not making too much sense to myself right now, so I hope that you can somewhat see what the hell it is that I have been going through.

I dont know how much I will be around this week, but then again its not like I have been posting everyday to begin with.

Take care everyone, Ill see you all later.