Making this post from my phone, because my internet and cable got shut off today. I feel my grasp on reality slipping. I have no idea how I'm going to move forward. I feel on the verge of cracking up. My brother seems unaffected by it all, which also makes me apostle lose it on a daily basis. I need to sell things in the house to somehow raise the money to get the fuck away from these sources of stress before I have a damn heart attack.

Any suggestions? I'm at my wit's end here.