My laptop hates Skype, or the other way around, because last night, all I could do was pretty much listen to the fun and insanity being shared. Glad I was invited, now I need to try and find my headset, which I think I packed. . .

It was a great distraction, yesterday would have been my mom's 49th B-Day, and even the new medication wasn't going to help me from being down yesterday. I think of all the things I miss about my mom. I also think about where I would be in life if she were still around. With her being gone for 5 years, and my Dad now in jail. I really dont have a lot of close family. I got my brother, that isnt counting for much though. I really need to cut him loose, if he hasn't realized that we're in trouble now, he never will.

In other news, Youmacon is coming around the corner. A buddy of mine who recently got into anime is really wanting to go to a convention, so we might go out there. I cant afford it, and there are a million things to worry about. But I still might go anyway. Then when I get back, move to Tennessee.

Time will tell.

[Edit]

Adam is awesome, I PM'd him and he let me capitalize my screen name! Its been bugging me for a while, and it never occurred to me that I could ask to have it changed. So that was awesome.