Finding it hard to concentrate on life again. My brain chemistry seems to be leveling off, and Im worrying about things a bit too much again. I know I talked about this last time I posted.
I did a football game charter last night, 9 straight hours. But there were 3 other drivers that I dont mind spending a little time with so it wasn't completely unbearable. They called me the "Loudest White Boy they know". Dont know how to deal with that one. They also noticed that I was a little manic yesterday, for some reason I was really kinda hyper and talkative, and so not me. I had forgotten to take my meds before I went to work(I usually take them when I get home at 5, but I worked from 2-11pm last night). So even when I forget to take them for just a day, I get really odd. Well, more odd than normal.
Brother keeps getting on my damn nerves. Dad keeps begging for money for phone and commissary. So not much else is out of the ordinary.
My Youmacon plans fell through. My buddy cant get the time off of work, and we decided its not worth it just to drive out for two days. So, I cannot make it to Detroit. I was so looking forward to it, and so was my buddy. He has never been to a convention, and I was geared up to take him and show him around a con. This kinda sucks, but oh well.
I need to make finally make the decision on whether I moving or not before the weather gets too shitty to make it happen. I do think that its going to happen. But there are a couple things I need to take care of first.
