After feeling on top of the world all last week, yesterday and today seemed to come crashing back to earth. Ive been so damn down all weekend. I still feel somewhat positive about my job interviews. But everything else? Oh man have I been in the dumps.

Ive been down in Tennessee for almost 2 months now and only my aunt still seems to be seeing how Im doing. I've noticed that all of my friends back home haven't gotten a hold of me ONCE, not fucking once. For fuck's sake have I never felt more alone.