Im sitting in the library catching up on some internet related stuff. I miss my high speed up north about as much as anything. Fuck you Comcast! If you came a half mile further, I'd have good internet and wouldnt need to waste gas driving for 20 minutes going to the damn library!
Anyway. I'm still looking for new and better work than the shit job at the airport. God I can't believe I actually wasted almost three months there. I should have told them to fuck right off when they told me they only paid $9/hr.
So Im waiting for my phone interview for unemployment on Wednesday, so hopefully I will be able to get some money in the short term. I think if I do get approved, I'll end up getting Skyrim as a belated b-day gift for myself. But who knows, I'll probably not get anything.
I already know the month of June is going to come kicking my ass up and down the road. This month sucks worse than the Holiday season. And because I know what is around the corner, my mind is just doing everything but focusing on what it needs to. My thoughts are always on my mom, and I can't help but feel as if I've somehow let her down. There should have been something I could have done to make things better up north. I should have been able to find a way to survive up there instead of moving to Tennessee.
[Aside] Im not regretting moving, I made the best choice for me at the time, but at the same time, I shouldn't have let it get to the point where I needed to move. I didn't see my Dad getting arrested, and that is the main thing. But even before he got sent away, I there had to be another way to make it work up there.
TL:DR
Another Emo rant. Sorry.
