Spiritually and mentally, and also physically. My knees have been acting up since my last softball game, I actually had to quit playing because my left knee was hurting so much.

Ive been depressed, because Ive been bored. Just sitting at home playin PS3, realizing that losing weight is a pain in the ass. I cant work out every day because my knees will not let me, I couldnt even go three times a week. And cutting back and trying to break bad eating habits is hell. But its my problem, and Im trying to work through it.

And Im broke, I want so bad to be able to go and get BECK in its box set, but I have not the means to get it. And I probably wont be able to get it until fall when I go back to work. I dont want to return to the bus company, but because the current job market is a pain in the ass and nobody has a job it seems, Ill have to stick to it for a while longer. Plus side, I should be getting paid more than $15/hr this fall, which will help. Im at $14.85 now, so I should be getting up hopefully to about 15.30 or so. If past history is any indication, that should be the ball park amount.

Take it easy people