My first Otaku test

1. Type your full username.

XPuppetXMistressX

2. Do you have other accounts? If so, what is the name(s) of it/them

Mistress Distress. It's where I go to clear my head

3. What do you submit on theO?

I used to be a total e-card fanatic. But now I'm mostly a wallpaper girl and every now and then I'll submit one of my drawings.

4. Out of what you submit most, what is the most popular piece?

Wallpapers:

1st: External Image

2nd (as well as my favourite): External Image

5. Are you surprised?

Yes. The Orihime in Wonderland wallpaper was made back when I was a nub and couldn't do anything on the site. It was just a paint job, and I didn't expect it to escalate in popularity. And it was even stolen, glad I caught the person who did.

And with K I S S, that one was done after I got the hang of brushes and textures. Also with renders, this wallpaper flowed smoothly, so I was hoping it would be my next number 1... but it's only number 2, and I'm still happy for it ^_^

6. Who is your best friend on theO?

A collection of people. I get along well with them and we have a lot of fun over seas and over borders.

7. Who is your enemy on theO?

Hee hee... I'm not listing those~ ;)

8. Who do you admire on theO?

I admire cloud55strife and sleepinglionheart. They're a couple of siblings who push for each other and they love each other very much. It's refreshing. ^_^

9. When did you join theO?

07/12/2006 ... Oh deary... Nejistolemycookie... those were the days

10. Do you like theO?

It's my home away from home, and every member is like my family. Some distant, some close, and some that just get under your skin. So in general, I love theO. I can't imagine my nerd life without it.

11. Have any nicknames on here?

Well, I have pet names such as muffin and devil, but I'm called Puppet or Mistress a lot since my name is long and there are even X's in it. I prefer to be called Alex, but not everyone remembers and I'm fine with it ^_^

12. Belong to RP's? If you do, names?

Yes, I belong to the Naruto RP as an Admin. And I belong to the Akatsuki RP as Pein's assistant and a spy. It's quite fun ^_^

13. What do you usually do on here?

Submit, post random ramblings, chat, comment, write stories

14. Do you know anyone on theO in real life personally or face to face?

I know my siblings and friends, so yes, I do indeed.

15. Is a family member on here?

Yes they are, siblings.

16. Do you comment often?

*Looks at numbers of comments* On occasion. :)

17. Is there anything you wish you could take back involving theO?

Well... I'm not sure. I believe everything I go through molds me to be who I am. And who I will be.

18. If yes, what?

... Ba Humbug

19. How much of your time is spent on here?

I spend my mornings and nights here mostly since that's the only time I have to myself. Since I have much to do during the day involving manual labor... (motherrrrrrrrrrr)

20. Do you keep in contact with anyone on theO that you don’t know in RL?

I have some of my friends AIM, Facebook, Skype, and e-mail. I'd hate to lose the friends I've made ^_^

21. Something you LOVE about theO?

The freedom to be as nerdy as you please. I can't act like this in real life, I'd get beat up :P

22. Something you HATE about theO?

... I'd rather not say... For the sake that I'm not struck down by the gods admins. Yeah... THEY'RE COMING FOR ME! xD

23. Something you wish you could change?

More fonts, myO, more options to customize your words, titles. Just get rid of them, it's too confusing and too many people care too much about it.

24. How many subscribers do you have?

226

25. Are you fine with that number?

Most of the people who subscribe to me subscribe to everyone or they just like my wallpapers... which I don't mind, I like it that people give a damn about what I'm up to.

26. Do you call people on theO with “Chan”, “Kun”, “San”, “Sama”, “Sensei”, etc.?

Just Kuzu-chan and Sasu-chan :) Kuzu-chan sounds cute, and Sasu-chan annoys the HELL out of Sasuke.

27. Do you know what any of those even are?

Yes, Rurouni Kenshin had a dictionary type thing in the back.

28. Who do you talk to on theO the most?

Probably Deena, Chee, Kuzu-chan and Kouga

29. Does theO have a influence on your every day life?

No, not really. I act a little bit differently in my life just because it's just easier for me to be really open here and not care what people think. I don't anyway, it's just there are no consequences here... well... not many xD

30. What did you think of this 30 question meme?

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HELL HAS FROZEN OVER!

JUST THAT! ZOMG! >.< I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE I AM ANYMORE! I FEEL LIKE I WAS JUST DUMPED INTO ALL OF THE MEMORIES OF MY CHILDHOOD AND SPAT UP ONLY TO BE RAPED BY A JACK HAMMER! I'M SO CONFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSED!

SAVE ME!

Daddy... it hurts...

Dear God... I'm still crying...

My name is Chris,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.

When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar

I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.

I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.

He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.

'I'm sorry!', I scream,
But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable shape.

The hurt and the pain,
Again and again,
Oh please God,
have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops,
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris,
I am three,
Tonight my daddy,
Murdered me.

And you can help,
Sickens me to the soul,
If you read this,
And don't pass it on

I pray for your forgiveness,
You would have to be,
One heartless person,
Not to be affected,
By this Poem.

And because you ARE affected,
Do something about it!
So all I ask you to do,
Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!
Post this as 'Daddy ... It hurts'

If you do not send this to everyone you know
Then you obviously don't care about child abuse

Blog Entry #103

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Well, I have not had an official Blog posting in a few weeks, and I have some updates for ya! :D Not really anything substantial... but hey, I guess some things in my life are worth sharing.

First off I'd like to thank everyone who has viewed/faved/hugged one of my wallpapers. I came to this site, a total wallpaper noob, and now, thanks to all of you people >.< They've actually gotten popular and I have to say that I have improved. Coming from the girl who thought using brushes was an equivalent to rocket science.

NOW. FOR THE EARTH SHATTERING NEWS.

I watched my first episode of Kuroshitsuji today~ And my only question is...

Can someone show this contract ritual thing? I wanna demon that cooks old men in ovens :D *Is sick and demented*

On another note, I've become a solo host fangirl ^_^ I decided that it's time to stop window shopping xDD Which one I'm getting rid of? You, and they will never know... well... one knows... xDD And he better keep his damn gob SHUT. AND THOSE OF YOU WHO DO KNOW BETTER AS WELL. I LIKE BEING TORTUROUS. ^_^

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*Bows* Sayōnara watashi no shitashii yūjin.