I've been... dumb... REALLY dumb... I looked back at all of my messages, all of my posts... I read all of my messages over again... and I came to one conclusion...

MY PRIDE CAN GO SHOVE IT. I miss the guy, I'll admit it, I miss the fun we used to have. And dammit... I WAS JUST BEING... UGGHH! I may be thinking this way since my pride is already in tethers, but still... How could I have been so stupid! >.< I'm always the root of the problem... and that's because... I. SUCK! I AM a bitchy little whore who needs to be sent off to a nunnery... I can't stand myself! >.< *Smacks self in the head* I AM a player... just like he said... OF FUCK MY LIFE!

Can anyone cure me? OF. COURSE. NOT. I AM A TERRIBLE HUMAN BEING. OKAY... I'M GOING TO GO BE EMO NOW...

There shall be one funny moment...

Alex's moment of the day: *Twirls around, observing herself in her shorts in the mirror, "Wow! These shorts are really short! I wonder what possed my mother to let me get these!" *Moment of silence and twirling* "Oh wait... that's my underwear... ha ha..." *Awkward laughter*