I've hit a bit of a slump... the guy I was pretty sure I liked just told me yesterday that he had a girlfriend and I wasn't exactly sad, I love the boy and I was really happy for him, but my real issue is with this one guy who's my friend and just my friend.

He's been sort of a jerk lately, I used to like him and everything and I we used to be really great friends, but all of a sudden he's just sort of ditched me for this new crowd... call it the popular crowd if you will... and I feel betrayed. I was nothing but nice to him and the occasional sarcastic but he just won't talk to me the same anymore... it's just... awkward... I can't really explain it, it's just painful... oh well, he doesn't even seem to care if I exist anyway. Why don't I do just that?

I blame Laura, she got me hooked.