And I wanted to apologize.
Apologize simply for being who I am.
All those times you’ve forgotten are the only ones I hold dear.
All those little childish notes you wrote me; Paris and Maegan, bff.
I’m afraid I can’t let go.
And I wanted to say I was sorry.
For acting this way.
It isn’t enough to hang my head in shame, its due to my obsession I’m awake.
Your picture on my phone, your face in my mind, it isn’t right.
But what can I say My’lady?
I’m holding on and begging.
But all of these are more mistakes.