part 2

Cold sweat ran like melting ice, down my back. These flashbacks were relentless!!
Well, either way, I'm just glad it did happen to me.it happened to someone elseOr at lreast it's GOING to.Having these visions was such a nuisence, I never knew if it was past or present.But either way....I had felt what she had felt..i heard what she heard.I understood all the fear inside her. See, thats the part that really sucked. I feltwhat they felt, so it always gets personal. i never quit, it's always like a vengeance for me, as well as them.

There ya have it folks! part 2..so for those of yo uthat dont get it; post #1 was that our littl edetective here, was having a vision of what HAPPENED or ALREADY happened. if it already happened, well, we've got a ghost on our hands, dont we?

His Name Was

His name was Erik Hernandez. A life full of people, and friends. But for every friend he made, a new enemy he acquired.He was the one I loved.

Three bullets caught to his chest,
With the last dieing breathe comes a request
"Promise me that when your face meets mine in heaven, in my arms you'll be"
Hot tears fall on my love's face and clean his blood, hoping he'll see me.
A smile that lingered, to someone else could have been a grin of pure glee
But reality brought me back to Earth, and I held him close to me.
And I felt the life seep out of him,his hand grow limp and cold.
Rushed to the hospital,he gave me a note, that carefully I unfold

"My angel, you were the thing that kept me going, even when my sky was darker than jet black. I know that you might think that I never said this enough, but I love you, and always will. One day, the time will come when I'm taken away from you, and I now it IS selfish, but baby, when that day comes, please, always remember me. In my dresser, i have a picture of us, and i want you to always cherish it. Your beautiful, and you'll fall for someone else. But keep this picture." With love, forever yours, Erik Hernandez"

A new batch of silent tears fall from m eyes, but this time it's of love.
Days later, I stare out the window, my thoughts are only of him.
out side my window is a PURE WHITE DOVE
I stare at the picture that was given to me, and i read it again.
I felt good, totally regenerated, i have forgiven myself for being alive,
while he is not. But as i type this, i have his love and strength in me.
And forever that way, shall I be

The Days

The days are getting longer,
And my pain seems to be getting stronger,
And even if Im trying to be strong,
Most of my friends have figured out something is wrong,
I fight back the tears when they mention your name,
I try to keep my voice steady and take it like a game,
I act like a bitch, like i straight up dont care,
But if you look long enough,
You can tell there is something still there,
Back in the day pride was all needed to let you go
I would act hard, try to put on a show,
Yrt no matter how hard i try,
Now it just doesn't work,
Because when it comes down to it,
Me without you leaves me hurt,
I've tried to get things straight,
And put you aside even behind a new man i've tried to hide
I gave up hope but it hasn't given up on me
That's why this unspeakable pain Wont.Set.Me.Free

Not Like This

Throwing myself into the doorway, I worked on the locked door. HI sragged breath could be heard on the other side of the room. "DOn't run away`I'll catch you"
Heart poundinbg, I flung the door open. Feet pounding, i turn my head around. he was right behind me!His hands where around my waist, and then my skull crashed down and hit the gritty asphalt."NO! LET ME GO!" trying with all my might, I bti and i scratched at his face. Out of the corner of my eye, i saw his fist coming aty me. Stars sprinkled my vision. "NO!" i shrieked, and finally my heel found a hold. Scrambling on my knees, i ran and fell again................okay i was bored~~~~~~~~~