So me and my Neko were talking about whats going to happen to us when we graduate. Well what she said kinda bothered me. She said we might just take a break until we have a chance to get back together again, because going to university and I'm well a failure so I don't quite know were I'm going yet. So basically we are going our separate ways so we wouldn't be able to see each other as mush which sucks. But I don't feel like taking a break will help like it might just make the gap larger I guess idk how to explain it.Its just a bummer you know i mean my line of thought it if we are going to end it anyways why not just end it now. No I'm not saying that I want to I really like her shes amazing. It hurts you know to have the feeling that your with someone that you care about and she cares about you but you have to leave it live standing on a train track with a train full of love barreling towards you and at the last second some one pushes you out of the war and you miss that awesome-ness. At the same time I don't know what else to do I want to stay together but long distance relationships are hard IDK.i know it not something to really worry about right now but I cant help it.Love You Neko.
-Samurai