God damn it I'm old. My birthday is coming soon and I'm going to be twenty. TWENTY! I'll be one year closer to being a true adult. Its a very big problem. Not to mention I looked on here for when I even made my account and it turns out I made it in 2005. Do you know how old I was in 2005? I was 14. 14 years old. Life is starting to go by way too fast.

I know twenty isn't that old, but you also have to think about what all I've accomplished in my life in my short 20 years of life. I've invented something used for computers, I have been to Holland for a junior olympics in soccer. I've gotten into my first choice university. I've been through a mental disease and am finally getting to a point where I like being sane.

Needless to say, I can't wait to change my theme again. I like what I have up, but its kinda dark and scary and I feel bad for people who get scared off by it. I'm really not that gothic. I enjoy more than blood and gore.

Anyway, you'll get another one of these kinds of rants when my actual birthday comes along. I just needed to get it all out of my head or I was going to think about it all day.