good evening people.
i dont know what kind of feeling im getting at the moment, but im feeling good. i think this post won't be too long, unless i just ramble on as i usually do, haha.
so yeah, i had work yesterday. i wasn't expecting much, but way before i went to work, i had to work on my confidence yet again. i was inspired by this episode of gurren lagann where simon finally found himself (i dont want to spoil it for you guys because its so awesome).
so my motto yesterday was "believe in yourself". do not believe in what others think or want of you, but believe in what you want to do and be. i was essentially reading confidence quotes for a good 15 minutes or so. i felt really good after that because it was relieving reading such uplifting quotes.
this is the website with the confidence quotes. http://www.quotegarden.com/confidence.html. i feel like a self-confidence addict because its hard for me to find confidence in myself all by myself. i need to watch a great movie or a good book to realize that my life shouldn't be hindered.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. ~Marianne Williamson
saturday was terrible, but i wasnt scared on sunday at all. so i asked my boss about work next friday (halloween) and then the girl walked by and got excited over it. i was like ehh about it, but she just kept reassuring that it'll be fun. also i dont know if she wanted to go trick or treating with me after friday, but if that's the case, then wow, what an indirect way of asking her or being asked to hang out.
well, i hope that she wants to go. i want to go out of boredom (i'm not a big fan of halloween). i want to go. ive always wanted to hang out with her, but i never really got the chance to. i guess that this is my chance. i still kinda like her. kinda.
so if you cant tell, im really excited about friday. i hope it isnt as bad as she says, haha.
well i must work on math homework. i want this class to end already.
question of the day!
what are you guys gonna do for halloween?
