I told my mom I do NOT need to write my feelings down, but NO she buys a journal any ways...now I have to write in this thing or my mom willl kill me!
Not liking this!!! But here's my journal...

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i did it...again....I FREAKIN KISSED SASORA AGAIN!!!!!!>.< what the f***! IT'S THE MISTLETOE'S FAULT!!!! me and sora just happened to b under the mistletoe!!>.< damn....

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im on another mission w/ sasora....she won't talk to me again......damn.....anywayz......im bored....-_-....sasora's b-day was on the 13th....witch was a friday....weird......um....i kissed sasora again....it was on accident!!!!!>.< she tripped and i was laying on the ground and she fell on me.....which sounds weird....so yea...two kisses from the same girl.....thing is is that i liked it....-_-....is that normal....now im more confused than ever!!!! help me.....

OMG!!!!O.O

IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! SASORA SAID HI!!!! now u may be thinking i sound crazy....but when u no a girl since she was about 5....and she has NEVER said one word to u....it's pretty amazing when she says hi.....so gaara went with the panda idea...yay...it turned out pretty good....it was fun.....though every once in a while i caught sasora rubbing her arm ('nichi had to elbow her to get her to say hi...-_-) and i think she was pretty cold......and btw she makes a pretty good wolf.....and i have a question....WHO THE HECK GIVES OUT TOOTHBRUSHES ON HALLOWEEN!!!!D:< I GOT LIKE THREE OF THEM!!!!D:< stupid idea givin out toothbrushes on halloween...-_-; well better go!!^^

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today is halloween here in konoha....im going to be a deer!^^ temari is going to be me....she's says im scary enough for that....=_=' gaara's going to be either a panda or the phantom of the opera....he can't pick...kankuro is going to be sasori....i think....it might be fun.....im going trick or treating with 'nichi, temari, gaara, kankuro, and sasora....this might be fun!^^ got to get going....temari's yelling at me....>:(

........SHE WHAT?!?!?

ok..so i was able to get temari response on sasora.....hers how the convo went:

me: so you haven't said what you think....
tema: about what?
me: you no what im talking about....>.<
tema: i no...^^ and i no that you like her...i've known for a loooong time....
me: u have?o.o
temari: yea...and i guess u dont no that see likes u....^^
me: she does......O.O
temari: *sigh* yea...now i have to go....^^
me: wait! what! so u tell me she loves me...and then u walk away....
temar: yea!^^ i wasn't even supposed to tell u!!^^

and then she walked away...WTH!!!>.< so now im even more confused!!! help. me! i am confused!!! i don't get girls at all...T_T