This, as many of you are aware, is my main world. And my only one I post in now. Here I just say whatever. When I am angry happy, sad, depressed, laughing, whatever. ^^ This is the place to be to get to know me... damn rhyme....
I live in the realm of Reality. I go to a 10 to 8 job. I spend four days of the week at work. I take care of people. I used to be so angry about everything, and in some ways.... I still am. This, however, isn't what I am all about. I leave my house. I have fun at work, and I smile. Those of you who know me.... know I wasn't always so happy, but that was some time ago. I found something out in this wasteland we call life. I found something far more profound than religion, or even love. I found the ability to push ahead, no matter how hard it gets. I refuse to back away from any challenge, and I won't let anything bring me back to that dumbass child I was, but that being said.... That old flame of the maniac Shimu isn't completely dead, just some of those murky bits polished. Haha.
Name: Richard
Height: 5'5" (Lost Height somehow....
Age: 23
Date of Birth: May 28, 1992
I am a fan of anime, which is why I came here. Many many anime capture my interest, but many are from years past, save for my number two stand alone series now. To name a few; Sailor Moon, Trigun, Akira, Gundam (most of the franchise), Rurouni Kenshin, Samurai 7, Gungrave, Strait Jacket. That stand alone series at the number 2 spot of my favorites..... Is Psychopass
I also greatly enjoy music. I love most music except certain bands and pretty much all country save for a few songs.
Rammstein is my favorite band. Period.
More or less...... this is all the important information there is about me.
Have you ever noticed that when things feel right, something always goes wrong. Its kinda like a little demon follows each of us azround. When something right happens. That little bastard causes bad luck. Then we spend about three weeks sitting there being paranoid thinking..... OMFG!!!!...... Something is about to happen..... now..... no? ...... now....... still no? WTF HAPPEN ALREADY SO I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE!!! BUT..... it never does. Because then you would be aware of its presence. The annoying little bugger. XD Anyway. This has been a random rant with me.
I have been thinking a lot lately, and in light of my protective nature over anybody I care about, I thought on it for a bit and I grabbed a song that is directed at you if i care about you, this is for you.
Dakishimeteta itami
Kobore ochita shunkan ni
Yasashisakabane arashi no naka e kakedasu
Yakusokushite koko e kaeruto
Hateshinaku tooku e ittemo
Donnatokidemo
Anata wa hitorijanaiyo
Tsunaidate wa hanasanai
Shinjiteru anohi no kizuna
Tsuyoi omoi ga onaji yume wo sagashi tsuzuketeru
Kaze ga kawarutabi ni kawaitasora ga nakutabi
Kuchibue fukeba tokokanu tameiki no uta
Wataridori ga otoshita hane ni
Anohito no nukumori kasanete
Donnatokidemo
Watashi wa hitorijanaito
Kokoro no naka kurikaeshi
Nagareyukutoki no kanata ni tadoritsuitemo
Mada owaranu tabi to
Kono kouya...
Donnatokidemo
Anata wa hitorijanaiyo
Tsunaidate wa hanasanai
Shinjiteru anohi no kizuna
Tsuyoi omoi ga onaji yume wo imamo
Mamoritaimono ga areba aruiteyukeru
Nagaiyami ni tsukaretemo
Areta daichi ga hirogaru konohoshi nisae
Kibou wa mada umare tsuzukeruno
English Translation
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
At the moment the pain
That I embraced overflows and spills
A bundle of gentleness will start running for the eye of the storm
Promise me that you will return to here
No matter how endlessly far away you go
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
Our clasped hands will not separate
The bonds of that day in which I believe
Strong feelings will continue to search for the same dream
Every time the wind changes, every time the parched sky cries
If I whistle a song of a sigh that won't reach
Piling up his warmth
In the feathers the migratory birds dropped
Repeating inside my heart
That no matter what time it is
I'll never be alone
Even if I struggle on to the other side of flowing time
A journey that has yet to end and
This wilderness...
No matter what time it is
You'll never be alone
Our clasped hands will not separate
The bonds of that day in which I believe
Strong feelings will, even now, for the same dream
If I have something I want to protect, I can walk on
Even if I am exhausted in the long darkness
Even in this planet where the ruined land spreads
Hope will still continue to be born
So, began my job at Wal-Mart today. What fun that was. I got so involved, and so enthused that I cheered!.... not really. Anyway. Despite all the bad crap you hear about the place, its better than bein broke. I am gonna put some serious time and hard work into this and see if I can make something out of it. I did have one probleam though. I went in today, and I went through orientation. The pay period ends tomorrow. (Its technically friday now, but I am writing this as if it were yesterday as I was far too tired to write this yesterday) That means. This coming thursday, I get payed for like a four hour shift or something. Though I like my hours. Mostly nine hour work days for the next two weeks, which brings in some serious cash on hand. So thats always a plus.
I popped Skyrim back in yesterday. Even started a new character. I am already a massive walking monstrosity of fist swinging tankism. lol I created a redguard, and I made him look like the kind of guy who would tear you in half like a phonebook. XD Well, anyway. I have been playing around getting my heavy armor rating up since I started playin. Interesting thing is. My fists are stronger than any weapon currently available to me. Hahaha. Thanks level 30 Heavy Armor. ;)
