in about a day or two I am probably gonna be gone for a solid week. i have a lot on my mind. old problems die sadness and misery stick around and new problems rise causing more strife and hurt, such is the turning of time and the way of life. Misery and despair are a constant while happiness is a just a phase, so it seems. I need time to take things in and deal with my inner demons. so I am going to take the tie most likely. My love to all.