When we look to the future nothing ever comes to us but the sickening feeling of uncertainty, but sometimes that feelings brings reward. When it doesn't we are left with sorrow and anger. Sorrow and anger is all life ever leaves me. So For now, I am just gonna spend some time to myself. I need to be alone, as I once was, and as I shall remain. To all my friends and family. Peace, and I'll see you all again.