I sat in a large ivory tower, right next to the window, my clothes were still torn here and there, my zanpakuto was gone, and my soul was in turmoil.
I looked down at my hand, and then a flash, there was blood, then another flash and it faded away...
In the end, I took all the blame, so Kokoro wouldn't get in trouble on my account, besides it was my fault anyways, Toshiro still doesn't like me much, and I don't care either way...what I'm worried about is if I lose control again, but not to my hollow...no it's...something else...
"Gah..." I closed my eyes as another memory came by, this time a dimly lit room, and I was starring out into a labratory...scientists were looking into the area I was in, my arms were bound, and I was floating in water (Hopefully)...
"No..." I shook my head and the memory faded away, then another came by, I was a little kid (Same as the Scientist one), but I was on my hands and knees, blood covered the area around me...I had a 1 foot long dagger in my left hand, and hundreds of bodies laid around me...demons, and some humans...
I walked towards my younger self, his face was buried in his right hand, then he looked up at me, and I felt a huge dense hostility from him, I sensed it behind me, I turned to see a silver / white haired boy, he had no weapon I could see, but he smirked evilly, and his eyes changed to green and yellow.
I turned to look at my younger self, his eyes flashed and they were bright blue, but demonic... He got up, and then materialized another weapon (what!? I already could that that then!? I thought...), it was a azure / blue flame like blade, the hilt was different (Like Emil Castagnier's Swords), and he held it in reverse grip.
"What...its' Lucied!!" I breathed. The White / silver haired boy laughed, amd then my younger self ran at him, while a unending wall of blades (Axes, Lances, Spears, daggers, etc), flew from behind the white / silver haired boy. Then the scene faded out.
I found myself breathing hard on the ground, I got back up and went to go look out of the slit of a window.
"Why again..." I breathed silently, then the pupils in my eyes disappeared, so they were blank, but were red in color...
"Haa...." I breathed, "No...I can't bust out of here...Headmaster tried to convince them it wasn't my fault...but it is...sorry everyone...if I'm going to die..." I looked back at my hands, then I balled them into fists. "Then so be it...but it;s not going to be easy to kill me...after all...I am a bio-weapon, an adaptable weapon of mass destruction...man...Kirei would have scolded me for saying that..." I smirked a bit... "Kirei..." I saw another memory, and she turned and smiled back at me..." Then it faded out.
"No...I can't fight now..." I whispered to myself.
Then are you just going to let yourself fade away? A voice asked in my mind...
"What the hell do you think?" I replied.
Same as always...you have to skills to kill anything, you can adapt to any situation, you know more than everyone else, from techniques to magic, to being able to use anything as a weapon, for now you are almost undefeated...and yet you sealed most of that power away, and now your going to a school to teach you how to use your Shinigami abilities properly...It continued...
"Whatever..." I closed my eyes. "It's none of your business."
I see..., well whatever back at you. But I'll say this, you are a highly trained killer, this is child's play for you, and yet you won't do anything...I know this is a simple task, but you don't want to think about hose memories anymore...It replied.
"Your point being?" I said opening my now dark cimson eyes, this time, they had a X through them, surrounded by a ring around it, and 4 comma like objects spun around in the ring.
Nothing, just that this is nothing...It said.
Haryugan, I thought to myself.
"I guess I'll be stuck here for a while..." I mumured, then I walked back to the window, and then I sensed something...
"Huh...what is that...?" I tried to look out some more, but couldn't. "Someone's on the move...by the energy I'm sensing...it could be...no...then again it might be...."