I went back to my room and gently closed the door behind me. I set Tanaka down and then crawled onto my bed tucked my legs up to my chest and stared out the window at the dark stary night.
"It's a lovely night tonight Hisa." Tanaka stated appearing next to the window. "Why don't you go and take a walk you haven't been doning anything but sit in your room since you started training with Akane."
I sighed and just kept looking out the window.
"Hey come on now don't be like that." He walked over to me and sat down. "You did the right thing i know that we didn't win the pratices but we didn't lose either. Also you're helping out a friend..."
I glanced up at him.
"It just feels like i'm standing still while everyone else is moving forward. Sometimes it even feels like i'm going backwards." I muttered.
"That's actually the pirce of releasing my bankai Hisa. It makes it feel like everything is in slow motion during a battle. So even though everythings going at a normal pace you see things step by step until you release bankai again then everything will go back to normal. That will happen 2 more times and once you release it the fourth time well... you'll find out soon enough." He smiled gently down at me."And don't forget you'll always have me around if you get lonely." HE stood back up and walked over to the window once again and opened it this time.
A warm breeze blew into the room. you could tell that spring was close. Tomorrow we leave.
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Ok i just wanted to post something because i've been in the typing mood lately.