First of all....the reason why i wasnt so much here on is,,that my monitor broke....it went white....*i guess he went to heaven xD* so im back now and ready to roll :P
well as the tittle says...im free again...that person.....got someone else.....thats all i can say...
we were together i guess for almost for a year....said that she now needs time to think what to do....cuz she had feelings for someone else now too.....and today i found out...that she is already with that person....that they are a couple xD
yes u can say...that it hurts like hell....the last peace of my heart that was able to love and care for someone so much.....so much that i was ready to do anything for her....is now broken.
alli wanna say is.....that i wish her all the luck...and that she will be happy with that other bitch*i guess u can say that i dont like her xD*
we will still be friends and stuff.....everyone says that im a idiot for still staying at her side........but i cant help it....i guess if u love someone....u would only wish them the best...u should not stand in the way of their happynes .....even if u have to sacrifice ur own....and im ready to do that.
im kinda used to it that people throw me away after they got something new......i dont even feel anything.....i just felt like someone stabbed me into my heart 1000times....took the knife out.....pulled out my broken heart....throw it on the ground.....and spitted on it and kicked it into a big box full with salt.....closed the box and put it 1000feet under the earth so that it can feel pain for all eternity ^_^
But im still grateful that i was able to met her.....to love that person.....if someone would offer me the chance to never met her and to forget this pain....i would never accept it.....she is-was worth of this pain.....120%
And dont get me wrong shes a good person....unique...always ready to help...shes kinda like me xDDDDD :rofl: here im praising myself......hahahah xDDDD
u can say that i feel nice.....never better......and i guess...ill stop with the love....i hate it...and love hates me *spits on love*
and so that my life wouldnt be only that fucked up....a friend...that i protected from all the other people while they were pointing at her and laughing at her.....i risked everything for that human.....she told me that im a loser.....just like that.....isnt it nice.....i could cry from happyness...-______-
so yeah im free now....so guys and girls......GET ME!!*yes im bi......got a problem with it??!!!....xDDDDDDDDD
ah and yeah i got my new pc *____* its beautiful!!!!
ah i love u all....take care :kissu:
