We all have dreams.
- Created By SecretMusic
Hmm
Oh. I miss him.
Read Nicki's post. O.o
Unfortunately, anything I would say seems
strangely fakeso I wont say anything.
Just, well, glad youre still here really. Seriously.
Glad you are still here. Anything else
I would say seems really insignificant. Sorry >.<
Went with Kaede to the forest today. Drew faces on trees and stuff. Flew a kite. Got lost. Played with a pervy batman. And daleks. And Buzz Lightyear. Ya.
Yesterday went to the beach avec Mallak. Swam in the sea. Twas freezing. Haha. Went to kiddy park. Did not go on the roundabout. Makes me go icky. Walked back. Yeh.
Yay for going cake shopping! Found this really awesome one that looks like a DS with Mario on it. Might get that one ^^
And shes back
If you lot I missed me you lot so much
Listening to: Air Traffic by Owl City
It is beautiful. Reminds me of you.
Germaneee. She's back!
These are the highlights:
- There were two coaches, One and two. One was a double decker, two was a normal one. Shi-chan was on normal one, Bus Twooooooo. Haha. We actaually got the better deal. After and overnight ferry trip we got to carry on driving and sleep at 2:00 in the morning, whereas bus 1 had to cross it another two times because their battery ran out! They didnt start again till 8:30 in the morning - and it was really rough seas XD
- Shi-chan ate a purple cauliflower! It tasted just like a normal one...
- Various songs were sung in four part harmony while we were driving ... it was actually really nice and quite funny, ranging from 'in the jungle' to 'London Bridge' XD
- At a restaurant, there were candles in the middle of the teable next to a vase of dry flowers. Shi-chan's friend set fire to the flowers accidentally with the candle! It was so funny XDXDXD
And that was it really. Got alot of sleep on the way back, everyone else had a hangover from drinking.
xx
Now now, my life, is now
I cant post for a while, so I'll do a long one now!
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I gots a cold, and its annoying. Its not good. Not when Im going to Germany ... Im a bit worried >.<
It hit me. A trip like that is never going to happen again, at least for another two years. A trip with you. The memories from that are all so amazing, I will treasure them. The nights were best, after the concerts. Half asleep, in the lounge. The ones I remember best are these. The quiz, staying with you as we took part, just fooling around. The last night, staying in the lounge, watching the darts, listening to dodgy music. You stole my heart at the bottom of the stairs. The journey back, your arm around me. The coach journeys. With you.
I hate acne. It seems, as soon as I think that a part of me actually looks good, something goes 'wrong'. i.e. Oh, look, a nice tan on my legs ... great big scab on my knee from scraping off the skin. Oh, loko, my acne is going away, my face is actually looking quite nice ... big outbreak of acne >.< Dont like it TT_TT
Ugh. I miss everyone. >.< Not sure about the whole Germany thing. We dont sleep till 2:30am and then thats on a coach ... Im not too good at the whole sleep thing :( Bene having trouble with it.
I decided to adopt a Japanese fashion! Well, not really, but 'draw inspiration' from it XD I like the fruits/kawaii style, lotsa bright colours! I probly not actually gonna do it, but it seems like a good plan at the moment, until I realise that it would mean Id have to get a whole new wardrobe and then I just give up :D
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Well, thats it. See you laters.
Nother survey
Have You Ever...
pictured your crush naked?: No, not without the bottom half on *as in, swimming stuff* XDXD <lol what an embarrassing question>
been in love: Yus, I am right now <3
cried when someone died: I cant actually remember anyone dying ^^'
lied: Yep
flowers or candy: Depends...from a guy then Id go for flowers <hopeless romatnic type lol
scruff or clean shaven: Clean
tall or short: Tall, it would be almost impossible to be shorter than me ^^
With The Opposite Sex...
what do you notice first?: Personality
last person you slow danced with: Noone...I havent done it before <adds to list XD>
worst question to ask: O.o ... Im not even gonna answer that one
Who...
makes you laugh the most?: Either Kaede or Mallak ^^
makes you smile: Most people, unless I find annoyinglol
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: Mallak<3 *loves him lots*
is easier talk to: boys or girls?: Im strange, but I find it easier to talk to boys, if they are nice and not the stupid bigheaded type, otherwise, defiantely girls
Do You Ever...
sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?: Yus, done that quite a few times
save AIM conversations?: No
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Not really
cry because of something someone has said: Yup
pray?: Yes
Have You Ever...
fallen for your best friend?: ...My best friend is female so ... absolutely NOT!
rejected someone: No
cheated on someone: No, that is wrong
been cheated on: Never
done something you regretted: Many times
wanted to die: Nope, there would be no point and it would jsut make everyone else sad so why think about it?
Who Was The Last Person...
you talked to on the phone: Jas, calling about a bunch of 'yankees'
hugged: Kaede instists that this was her
you instant messaged: Mallak <3
you laughed with: Kaedeeeee, a few minutes ago
Do You...
color your hair: No, but Id like to try sometime
ever get off the computer: Im on it quite alot ^^'
habla espanol: Er....no
sprechen sie deutsches: Yus! Yus I do! ... I mean, ja
fight with your parents: Occasionally
have friends you've lost touch with: Yush
feel happy?: At the moment? I just feel tired...
wish you could fly away.. far, far away?: Yuppo!
believe in God?: Yes
could you live without the computer?: Yes, but only if both me and my friends had unlimited credit and signal on our phones
what's your favorite candy?: Toffee
whats your favorite fruit?: Kiwi
sunrise or sunset?: Set
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?: Emotional
trust others way too easily?: ...yes
are your fingers cold?: I have a circulation problem, so yes they almost always are
coke or pepsi: FANTA!!
Final Questions...
I want: ...to find a way to answer this question without making it sound bad <thanks for pointing it out, Kaede-chan XDXD>
I wish: for many things, none of which i am going to put here :p
I love: George xxx
I miss: My love <3
I fear: losing him
I hear: Kaede, laughing rather loudly at this particular survey IN MY EAR!! XD
I smell: of nice things ^^
I wonder: why Kaede is giving me a strangely insane look <O.o>
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Look its a kawaii squid!
XDXD Lol-eth
Mememe!
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Height: Rather Short ^^
Relationship Status: With my love <3
Religious Views: Christian
Any Siblings?: Not telling XD
Shoe size: Small-ish as well
Where were you born?: in a hopsicle
Innie or Outie: Innie
Righty or Lefty?: Righty
Any pets?: Nopee
What month were you born in?: Summer
Favorite Color: Orange
Favorite Movie: Princess Mononoke
Favorite Hobby: Music
Favorite Book/Author: Across the Nightingale floor by Lian Hearn
Favorite School Subject: Art XD
Favorite Vacation Destination: Isle Of Wight
Favorite Food: Lasange *nomnom*
Favorite Animal: Red Panda
Favorite Store: Ermy...I like converse
Favorite Celebrity : Dont have one really...
Favorite Person In Your Life: My most awesome Boyfriend
Favorite Facebook Application : ..dont have facebook ^^'
Comedian: Dont know...ones that make me laugh?
Favorite Number: 7
Favorite Hard Candy: Butterscotch..or butter candies or whatever
Favorite Month: August
Favorite Ice Cream: Cornetto
Favorite Drink: Strawberry milkshake
Favorite Cartoon Character: Cartoon? *doesnt really watch cartoons..*
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Coke or Pepsi : None, fanta!
Coffee or Tea: None. Water. XD
Apple Juice or O.J.: Orange Juice!
Facebook or MySpace: Facebook, according to my friends XD lol
Summer or Winter: Summer! When its not raining...
Windows or Mac: We only have windows...
Cats or Dogs: Cats
Boxers or Briefs: ...not girl boxers, so...
Rain or Shine : Shine, but warm as well!
Chips or Popcorn: Chips
Salty or Sweet: Salty!
Plane or Boat: Boat
Morning or Night: Morning - the kinda crisp breeze you get when its not cold, just refreshingly cold really shows its morning!... and you have to sleep at night, whereas in the morning you dont!
Movie or Play: Play
Walk or Drive: Drive, cos im lazy XD
Money or Love: Depends if I loved them too (for example, if it was love from a stranger or $1000, I would go for the money lol)
Breakfast or Dinner: Dinner
Forgiveness or Revenge: I tend to do the whole if someone hits me I hit them back as an automatic reflex, but if I manage to restrain myself (^^') then forgiveness is always better
Paint or Wallpaper: Paint
House or Apartment: House
Contacts or Glasses: Glasses
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: None.
Skiing or Boarding: Both, they sound fun!
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl: Pearl
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Phone or in person: In Person
Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Middle
Indoor or Outdoor: Outdoor most of the time, but if there is nothing to do or if it is really wet and horrible and cold and cloudy, then inside
Have Any Pets: No, Ive already said that
Have Any Children: Nopee, not yet
Smoke: No way. Eugh.
Drink: Nope, not really
Exercise: Walking to school and town and stuff...and karate!
Spend Your Life On Facebook: 0% XD
Play On A Sports Team: No
Belong To Any Organizations: um... I dont think so...
Play An Instrument: Yah!
Sing: Yuppo ^^
Speak Multiple Languages: I can kinda speak french
Ice Skate: I would love to
Swim: Yup
Paint: Draw, not too good at the whole painting thing
Write: Yesh
Ski: Nada
Juggle: Not really
Do you wish you lived somewhere else?: Some of the time
Do you like roller coasters?: A bit
Enjoy spending time with your Mother?: Yeah, most of the time
Ever think about the price of gasoline?: Yes, actually XD
Sleep with a fan on?: Nopee.
Have a good handle on spelling?: More or less, methinks
Ever type "kik" instead of "lol?: No XDXD
Know how to play chess?: Yesh
Ever miss being a little kid?: I cant really remember being little ^^'
Want to get married?: Yes
Stolen Anything: Not really
Been Drunk Before Noon: No
Had Sex In A Public Place: NO WAY O.o
Got Caught Telling A Lie: Yup
Got A Speeding Ticket: Dont drive
Been Arrested: No, thankfully
Littered: Not really
Fantasized About A Co-Worker: ...no.
Cheated On A Test: Once...and then i felt bad, owned up and found that Id got the question wrong anyway (I was pretty little)
Cheated In A Relationship: No. That is wrong.
Failed A Class: Nopee, thankfully
Stuck Gum Under A Desk: Naw
Wished You Were Someone Else: Yup
Cried During A Movie: Nope! I am harcore XD
Had A One Night Stand: No. That is wrong too.
Had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?: Yeah, when i had a dodgy bbq at a sleepover
Had your heart broken?: No <3
Had a near death experience: Nopee
Pulled an all nighter?: No, I tend to fall asleep after a while
Surfed: Naw
Lied about your age: Yush, to get into a 12a movie
Broken a bone?: I dont think so..
Describe Yourself In One Word: Original
Your Proudest Accomplishment: Erm...I really dont know, I have a few
#1 Priority In Your Life: Dream Job: Graphic novelist
Special Talents: Music
Where Are You Right Now: In my living room
Where Would You Rather Be: With Mallak xx
Famous Person You Want To Meet: Dont mind really
Place To Visit Before You Die: Japan!!
Song Played At Your Funeral: Dont know
What are you listening to right now: Absolute by The Fray
What makes you happy: Hugs ^^
What did you do yesterday: Homework
Won any awards?: Yeah
Are you a good driver?: Not at all!
Are you double jointed?: Not really
Last time you showered?: ...two days ago ^^' <is gonna shower later today ... or maybe tommorow morning lol>
What's the last dream you remember?: Making my house fall off a cliff O.o
What side of the bed do you sleep on?: Um...dont have a particular side lol
Do you dress up on Halloween?: Not usually
Do you ever wish you were famous?: A few times
Have you ever done anything illegal?: Like photocopying music? Oh, definately not XD
Where will you be 12 hours from now?: Asleep methinks
Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?: Yeah...I get embarassed easily ^^'
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: Stupid school uniform
Is it easy for people to make you smile?: Yep ^^
Does anyone hate you for no reason?: I dont think so
Can you make yourself cry?: If I really try, then yes
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?: 11 hours, more or less, that pretty good for me - 4 hours more than usual!
Is your life simple or complicated?: Complicated Lol
Are you taller than 5'4"?: A tiny bit ... A few inches XD
What color are your socks?: Bare feet
Have you laughed until you cried: Yupp!!
Met someone who changed you: Not really, though some have made me try harder at somethings
Kissed anyone on your friends list: Yeah ^^
What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping
Name something you CANNOT wait for: School ending, me getting back from all my music courses and my holiday and being able to spend time with my friends
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yus, quite a few actually
What are you listening to right now: Say When by The Fray
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Oh, so much ... mostly things aobut me
Last time you saw your father : Now
Most visited webpage: Gaiaonline
Do people think you're weird?: Some poeple, yus
Are any of your friends mad at you?: Not at the mo I dont think
What's one new thing you'd like to try?: Playing an instrument you get in bands like electric guitar or learning japanese...though I really would like to ice skate
Would you get married before 19?: No, at least early twenties
Can you crack your neck?: Thats what voldemort does!!
Are you a bully? O_o: No, I dont think so, Id feel too bad
Do you type fast?: Yep
Do you get mad easily?: Depends on the subject and the people
Do you like getting hyper?: Yep!! Tis rather fun XD
Do you like making kids cry?: No way!
Who's your best friend?: Kaaaede!
What is the longest relationship you were in?: This one <3
First best friend : Ja
First sport you joined : Gymnastics O.o
First pet : Koi fish!
First vacation : Hemsbey
First crush : Not gonna tell .. HA!
Very FIRST memory? : Nope, dont know
First person you had a fight with?: I try to avoid fights...though when I was little I was dared to fight a guy in the year above me and being the silly girl I was, I did, and I won! XD
First time you rode a bike?: Ages ago when I was like 5
First person you slow danced with: I havent, actually
If your house was on fire, first thing you'd grab?: My viloin ^^'
First thing you'd do with 5 million dollars: Go to Japan, definately
First thing you notice when you look in the mirror?: ...my stupid acne
First impression of your bf/gf?: He is so funny ^^
Your ex and You: Dont have one
I am listening to: Breakeven by The Script
Maybe I should: Finish my English work
I love: George
I don't understand: My life XD
I have lost my respect for: stuff that I have lost my respect for
I will always be: trying to make people happy
Love seems to: feel good ^^
I never ever want to lose: you
I get annoyed when: people are blatant hypocrites
Do you like parties?: Oh yeaH!
Today I: am trying to remember why my head hurts lol
I wish: for so much
Are you neat or sloppy?: Neat mostly
What kind of clothes do you like?: Bright colours!
Are you mad at someone?: At myself
What do you do in your spare time: Go on msn!
Do you have any medical problems?: Dont think so
Do you like to read? What?: Manga!!
Would you do drugs?: No. it ruins your life.
Have you ever written a song?: Yeah ^^
Do you like poetry?: Not really, unless its good poetry
Have you written poetry?: Yup
Have you dated someone older than you?: Not really, only someone in the same year
