Name: Nikki
Age: 27
DOB: Nov. 24 1986
Height: 5ft roughly - What? I'm short
Believe in Love at First Sight: No.
Relationship Status: Single / Don't care
Here lately, I've come to discover, it doesn't matter whether I get married or not. It doesn't even matter if I stay single. Thing is, I may or may not be ready for it. What's important is being content with what you have.
I have a lot of favorite anime, but a few of them include: Code Geass, Trigun, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fairy Tail.
Favorite music: rock / hard rock / heavy metal, pop - I like things that people have said doesn't fit me.
My all time favorite band is the old Guns N' Roses. The new one sucked. End of story.

Letting Go and Forgiving

I'm sure most of us know what it's like to be betrayed and backstabbed at one point, and all this over a stupid post on facebook. True, it was all an ugly misunderstanding, but I felt hurt by people whom I thought were my friends. However, even though I'm not as close to these former friends of mine, I have found myself letting go of it all and trying to forgive. Whether they do or not is another story. Meanwhile, my friendship with a couple of other people is over or seemingly over. I really don't like it because it leaves a bitter feeling. I much prefer keeping my friends or at least keeping the peace. I'm relieved I can let go and start to forgive. It means that I'm still a good person despite what my thoughts tried to tell me.

What to Do

Okay, so right now, I'm not sure if I'll get the job I recently interviewed for or not. I'm still waiting, and they said the new hiree would probably start around the middle of next month. So, if they don't contact me here soon like before the end of the month, I just have to assume I'm not getting the job. They did say it would take a while, but so the new hiree has enough time to get tested and give their two weeks notice, it has to be soon. *sigh* At least if I don't get this one, I had a really good application, and I'm confident I had a good interview.

On love, I've made the decision after a lot of thought that being single is not bad, and really for me, it might be the best thing right now. I don't need the added stress of a relationship or getting married. I don't have to impress anyone. I'm just me, and I'm making myself happy. I've decided if I get married, great. If not, that's good too. I've also decided I don't really want kids. Children are cute, but after thinking about how stressful they can be at the same time, I made the decision I don't really think I need kids. If I had kids at all, I'd have to be closer to forty. I'd have to have my own life in order first. That's if I actually change my mind.

Last point, I'm trying to decide what phone plan to go with and whether or not to get a new phone. My own phone service ends next month. I can't decide if I should go with my dad's idea of going to Consumer Cellular, go prepaid or sign myself up for another two year contract. So far, I don't really like the contract idea. It's too expensive for individual plans. lol Why is it so hard for me to make up my mind?

Interview? Bring It On!

Hopefully this confidence will show up when this phone call interview comes at 10:00 a.m. After learning telling them exactly why I want this job (pay, benefits, etc and the fact that I've been with Walmart nearly two years and no insurance) is okay because they want you to be honest and up front with them. So, after learning that, I say interview tomorrow? Bring it on! Let's go! I'm ready for a change.

Attack on Titan

OMG This is like the best anime I've seen yet. I highly suggest that if you haven't watched it to watch it. It gets better and better. You won't regret a single minute of it. Even the theme song is great. Attack on Titan. Just watch it.

One of Those Days

Have you ever had one of those days where you wanted to have a good day, but everything went wrong? Omg today was like that. I got to work, and I don't know what was going on with the customers today, but I had problem after problem after problem. I'm on my way home, and wait a minute, there's a train. I get home, go to RP on the site I RP on, and what do I find? I made a comment about a character dating another character behind another character's back (if you understood what I was trying to say just then) and I'm getting personal attacks because people are acting like I meant in real life. Um... it's RP. Wow... People on that site can be quite ridiculous sometimes. Ugh...

Could my day have gotten any worse? Probably, but that's not the point.