Name: Nikki
Age: 27
DOB: Nov. 24 1986
Height: 5ft roughly - What? I'm short
Believe in Love at First Sight: No.
Relationship Status: Single / Don't care
Here lately, I've come to discover, it doesn't matter whether I get married or not. It doesn't even matter if I stay single. Thing is, I may or may not be ready for it. What's important is being content with what you have.
I have a lot of favorite anime, but a few of them include: Code Geass, Trigun, Fullmetal Alchemist and Fairy Tail.
Favorite music: rock / hard rock / heavy metal, pop - I like things that people have said doesn't fit me.
My all time favorite band is the old Guns N' Roses. The new one sucked. End of story.

Writing? What Would I Write?

So, if I were to start writing, I wouldn't know what to write. Stephenie Meyer, the author of the "Twilight" series said she got her inspiration from her dreams. No, I'm not a "Twilight" fan but I can't take my writings from my dreams because my dreams are creepy and weird. I could write about love, but that's a subject I really don't know anything about. I mean, I can try, but I don't know how good it would be, lol. Although, I was informed "Alice in Wonderland" or "Through the Looking Glass" was based on a dream. Thing is, in my dreams, I'm always being kidnapped, tortured or someone tries to kill me. Or, I get trapped somewhere or there's a psychopath chasing me with a chainsaw. Horror story maybe? Lol who knows?

To move or not...

So, I'm still searching for a good job, and I've been thinking about moving somewhere, but I don't know... See, I've never lived on my own before, so I'd be nervous about that. I can't decide if I should move or not. I thought about how I liked visiting the Smoky Mountains, so I thought why not move to Knoxville? I know two of my friends who are married live there, and they seem to love it. I've also considered Louisville in the past. Lol I would say a few other places, but nah, it would be too far away. Too far away is another problem. I would be a long way from home and my parents too. Most likely, I'd take public transportation if I moved to a big city because I do good just driving around where I live. I'm not sure I could drive in a big city too well. Driving in Nashville is a pain, so I can't imagine other big cities. o.O Scary... Anyways, I don't know what to do. *sigh*

Happy, In Pain and The Avengers or The Justice League

So I just went to hang out with some friends in Indiana, and I had a blast! It was a great trip indeed. However, we spent way too much time walking around in the water park, and my feet are paying the price. A lot of blisters. I wasn't able to work tonight. No, it won't be too great tomorrow either, but oh well, I will put up with it tomorrow and go to work anyway. My legs hurt because I hurt myself getting off a ride. Oh, and my shoulders and back are very sunburned. I thought I put on enough sunscreen, but I missed some spots, and I didn't want to ask the guys to help me. Lol I should have. Oh well, I enjoyed the theme park despite having to help look for kids and a couple of guys in our group going off on their own without telling anyone where they were. My favorite rides at that place were the Voyage and Pilgrim's Plunge. Lines were long, but it was also Saturday, lol.

At the water park, two of my friends and myself wrapped towels around us and we were like The Avengers or The Justice League or something. :p People were talking about it as we passed, and I even heard a guy comment it was awesome! Yeah, pretty sure the three of us were pretty awesome. :p I wanted a pic of that, but I forgot to get one. Lol, it didn't last too long because two of us had to take ours off. They were too tight around the neck.

We also played minigolf and watched Superman Man of Steel. I had fun with minigolf and I highly recommend Superman Man of Steel. It was great! Oh, and I found out what a speed demon one of my friends is. >> At least there was good music, even if I was a little nervous, lol.

I hope I was a good guest, and I hope they had as much fun hanging out with me as I did with them. It was only my second time with them face-to-face. I'm hoping to see them face-to-face again sometime, but I don't get to take off too often to hang out with my friends. I don't really have too many people to hang out with around me because they all have busy lives and live at least 30 minutes or more away from me. Oh well. The time I get is worth it.

I didn't get any pictures, but let's hope my memories will let me keep this one.

~ A happy girl in pain

Human Emotions Are Pointless

I kind of wish I could just be a zombie. I don't even know why I feel the way I do half the time. I mean, maybe I'm the only one that feels this way, but sometimes I feel like feeling love for someone is pointless except for familial love, and I don't need the anger I get. I don't like that I'm depressed all the time. I don't like the feeling of loneliness, and happiness comes and goes. Happiness is the greatest emotion. If I could just be a happy zombie, I wouldn't mind. Yet, at the same time, I want to be in love because it looks so good in my mind. Living in this life, I'm not even sure what I'm living for. I mean yes, the goal is to get to Heaven when I die, and I learn about my Heavenly Father, but other than that, there doesn't seem to be a point.

Music is Music

I am posting this after getting so annoyed at the crap I read on facebook about people complaining about a local rock station playing things like Fallout Boy, The Lumineers and Mumford and Sons because they claim it's not rock music. I'm sorry, but their slogan is "Everything that rocks". Since when does this not include the mainstream rock you hear on pop stations too? To me, it's really annoying that people think the only rock that counts is hard, loud, fast and heavy. So, out of my annoyance, I posted this:

Music is music. It doesn't matter where it's played, what radio station it's on, et cetera. If you don't like it, switch the station or plug in your ipod or whatever. If you define rock music by how loud / fast it is, then that's fine for you, but rock can have banjos. Just because it's hard, heavy, loud and fast doesn't mean it's necessarily better. Yeah, I like hard, heavy, loud and fast, but I'm glad I like varieties of music because it opens the mind to other possibilities. If you close yourself off to a different style, you might miss out on something great. Do you have to like it all? No. Nobody does. But don't just decide you don't like something because it's not hard, heavy, loud and fast.